Once we arrive at the skate park everyone splits up and starts skating. I can't skate at all so I just sit down on the side and watch everyone having fun, sounds boring but it really isn't since I keep laughing when someone falls and I just watch everyone having a great time and so do I. Nash is actually really good at these skate tricks and so are Justin and Selena. I'm sorry to say it but Shawn and Cameron really suck at skating. Actually, they're the only ones I'm laughing about.
About 10 minutes later Shawn comes over and pushes his skateboard in my hands. "here, it's your turn" He must've noticed the surprised look on my face. "what's wrong?". "Shawn, I don't even know how to even stand on this thing! Let alone doing any tricks." Shawn chuckles and places his right arm around my neck, leaning it on my right shoulder, him leading me to the skate area while telling me that 'he'll teach me'. "Well it's not like I'm good at it but I'll try to teach you". He stands on the skateboard, placing his left foot on the very front of the board and his right foot on the very back of the board and telling me to stand on the middle of the board.
I don't know how I got myself in this situation but I'm currently skating with Shawn on one board, his arms aroud me. "You're doing great, babygirl" he whispers in my ear, making the chills run down my spine. I squeeze his hands as reply on his cute comment. I don't know if he sees me but I can't stop myself from smiling really wide. This boy drives me crazy. "Hey lovebirds! We're heading back!" we both turn our heads revealing a Cameron with raised eyebrows "I'm sorry for ruining the romantic moment but I've already called your names 5 times" my eyes lock with Shawns as he steps off the board, sliding his arm around my waist so I can safely step off the board.
10 minutes later we're back at school. It's currently 5.48 PM and the last bus would be at 6 PM, so we silently sat at the side of the road, enjoying the 10 minutes of comfortable silence. We all knew that we wouldn't get any more silence today, because we would all go home and deal with the daily screaming parents, homework, siblings and our phones that distracted us all the time. Yes I am on my phone a lot, but it's one of the reasons why I was so stressed and why I still had to do homework at 11 PM on sunday nights. All teenagers know the struggle, right?
After five minutes of waiting, watching the sun slowly starting to set, I saw Shawn getting up and walking up to me, sitting down next to me and swinging his arm around my shoulders. Waiting 5 more minutes in silence. The bus arrives, we all get in and soon we are home. It must be around 6.15 PM because the sun was now setting. I got out of the bus, followed by Shawn, I watch him walking to his front porch and all of a sudden the memories hit me. I used to go there all the time and even 'live' there. Yeah, I really miss these times. I grab my keys and walk up to my front porch. "bye". No reply, I'm guessing he didn't hear me. I unlock the door and step in. "Ash?" I hear him whisper, he sounds so far away. "yes?" I could't see him because of Manuel's car that was parked in the driveaway. "I miss you" making the chills run down my spine, again. I don't know how to reply. I want to take things slow. I should be honest...
"Shawn..." I'm still thinking about what I should say. "Yes?" I hear him walking out of his door and revealing from behind the car. "what?" I walk out of the door too and walk up to him. "I really miss you too, Shawn". He sends me a smile "I should go" I say as I start walking back to the door. "No, Ash... wait" I turn around, facing him and raising my eyebrows. "nevermind" he says softly. I give him a warm smile and, for real now, walking in the house and closing the door behind me.
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Guysss I'm back kinda? I'm honestly soooo sorry about not writing anything but I was on a really bad writers block heheh whoops.
I don't know if anyone really likes this book... yEeT.
Well if you read this, please tell me ;p
Thank you and yeah have a REALLY NICE DAYYYY
xxx Babs <3
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A long way home {a Shawn Mendes fanfiction}
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