A long way home {a Shawn Mendes fanfiction}

E I G H T E E N

I know exactly what he's going to ask, if I can talk to him. But I'm really tired so I'm just going to listen to what he wants to say. "Ash..." he starts talking. I close my eyes and listen. "Can we talk?" I knew he was going to ask it. Fine, I will talk to him, because I have to admit... I miss him. "Of course"

I stand up slowly and walk behind Shawn. We walk to the small bedroom of my brother next to my bedroom. I sit down on the bed and Shawn sits down next to me.
"What do you want" I ask. A little too bitchy. Shawn looks down, probably a bit shook by my tone. "I...I'm sorry" he mumbles. He is so cute when he is nervous. But I feel guilty for leaving him just because he won't understand that I didn't leave him for what he said. I left him because of Camila. "It's fine..." I can't go back to him. Camila will kill me. "Okay, I need to tell you something, and I don't know if you want to know it. But I thought you had to know..." he pauses and looks away "I uhm... well, I started making vines and now uh... well... I got asked to join the magcon tour." He looks down "and it starts in two months." I look up at him "congratulations" I smile. "But that was not the only thing I wanted to say... I also want to tell you something else"
"What?"
"I can't get over you"
"Shawn..."
"I mean it"
"I miss you too" I say softly
"Will you please give me another chance? I won't mess up again I promise"
"Shawn... I can't"
"Why not? I will protect you from everything" he gives me a warm look, making my heart melt.
"I just can't, there is someone else waiting for you and she doesn't want us together. Shawn, forget me"
"No... I can't forget you... I love no one but you. Who is it? Who doesn't want us together? You can tell me everything" he gives me this warming look again. I feel safe around him. I want to go back to him, but I know Camila will do something to me.
"It's... it's Camila..."
"What did she do?!" Shawn's face turns into a worried face.
"She... she... well.. uhm... she almost killed me. she told me she would kill me if I wouldn't break up with you." I can't hold it anymore, all the tears I held in for so long are streaming down my face. I cry and I cry. I fall forewards into Shawn's arms. He wraps his arms around me and rubs my back. He softly kisses my forehead and rests his head on mine. "You'll be okay Ash, I promise"
I dry my tears and look up at him "I'm so sorry" I say as I wipe another tear away. "Don't be sorry. I'm going to help you, you'll be fine okay?" I nod, still sobbing. "Will you be my girlfriend again?" He asks, you can say that he is really nervous. I look up at him. "Yes, I will" I fall into his arms again and press my lips on his familiar lips. I never stopped loving him. "But it'll have to be a secret, cause is Camila knows that I'm yours again... she will kill me"
Shawn looks a bit dissapointed. But he nods, as an agreement.

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Hey guys I'm sorry for the short chapter and the late update but I'm out of motivation and stuff idk I'll update soon😆
X ~ B