The New Girl (on hiatus)

Chapter 16- What Have I Done?

((Peridot's POV))

Maybe I was a little harsh on Lapis. Maybe I should have stayed and talked to her, instead of running off and crying like a clod.

I should've been nicer. Now she's probably upset. I'm such a bad friend! She was apologizing, and I rejected her. I blew up at her for nothing. I should forgive her. She didn't know any better. What if she's scared of me now? She probably thinks I'm just gonna snap at her again.

I instinctively picked up my phone to talk to her. She's the only person I can talk to. But I can't. Just looking at her picture on my phone threatens my eyes with tears.

What have I done?

I'll talk to her tomorrow at the bus...if she doesn't run away from me first.

I hope she'll forgive me after what I've done to her. If she doesn't....I don't know what I'd do. She my only true friend...and I love her.

I miss her. So much. It hurts me to not be able to talk to her. I want to call her or text her, but I can't. I just can't do it.

I have to talk to Lapis. I can't just leave her like this. I have to apologize to her tomorrow. I'm going to. Even if she hates me.

But I love her too much to let her hate me for what I did.

I wish I could tell her that.

A/N pretty short chapter, but it's getting somewhere. So Lapis is overthinking everything because of her dream and Peri feels terrible for how she acted. Let's see what happens next, shall we?? 😏😏 Thanks for reading and I'm gonna update soon so don't go far 😉.
Xoxo~