kiss marry kill | g.d

chapter twenty one

" flight 307 to California is now boarding at gate 27 " The microphone fuzzed, as Blake and I stood up and made our way towards our gate.
It's currently around 5am, and we were just in time for our flight. We boarded our plane, instantly finding our seats and buckling up.
I love plane rides, but Blake... not so much.
" how do you feel? " he asked, getting comfortable since he was sat in the middle.
I had the window seat of course, yayy.
" about what? " I shrugged, as he rolled his eyes.
" well we'll probably see Grayson, and he'll definitely talk to you " He laughed, and I sunk into my seat at the thought.
" I want to meet him, Blake... but we're not on good terms " I sighed.
" you still like him though, right? " He smirked, raising a brow.
" obviously... not talking to him made me realise how much I like him since I miss him so much... but I don't know what he's thinking right now " I explained, and he nodded.

Grayson's POV:

" shit Ethan what do I do?!? " I yelled, running my hand through my hair nervously.
" I don't know!! You obviously have to talk to her " He said, and I gave him a funny look.
" obviously, Ethan!! But what if she runs away?? She probably hates me " I groaned, getting really frustrated with the whole thing.
" she doesn't hate you, she really likes you... she's just upset and confused, and I think what she needs is for you to explain everything to her, as well as how much you like her " He explained to me, and I nodded.
" okay... but if she doesn't hate me then why hasn't she answered my calls or texts? " I asked, raising a brow at him.
" because she's confused " He laughed, and I nodded.
" Ethan, I can't mess this up " I sighed, my face buried into my hands.
He was silent, watching every move I made and listening closely to what I had to say.
" Ethan " I repeated his name, and he nodded.
" I think I love her " I whispered, and he furrowed his eyebrows.
" man, you haven't even met her yet " He laughed, obviously thinking the idea of his younger brother being in love sounded stupid.
" no seriously, E... " I said quietly, as he snapped his head in my direction and pulled a confused look.
" really? " he gulped, sounding really shocked.
" yeah... " I blushed, kind of regretting bringing it up with him in the first place.
Thinking about it now, I do love her. I know it. Whenever I spoke to her over FaceTime I got nervous, and all shaky which was weird for me... and whenever she speaks or smiles it makes me smile, and makes me ten times more happy. I don't know how she does it, and it's so effortless too. She doesn't even know that she does it. I guess I won't know if I'm positive until I meet her, but I'm almost certain that the gut feeling I have is telling me to go for it, so I will. I just hope that this goes well, and that she listens to what I have to say when we meet at Playlist today. Woah, saying that it's today scares me.

Adylin's POV:

* after flight *

We pulled up at the hotel, stepping out of the uber and getting the instant feeling of the warm air. I smiled at the heat, before walking inside with Blake following behind me. A few fans were outside, and we took photos and filmed some quick videos with them which was nice. They asked if I was okay, and it made me feel even worse knowing that people are noticing my change in attitude. All because of Grayson. The boy who I can't stop thinking about. I want to fix things, but I'm too scared, I'm too confused... I just don't know. Just picturing me in his arms brings a large smile to my face, even though it might not happen anymore...

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