"Are you not hungry yet?" I hesitatingly ask Jinki. I silently sigh when he is not answering me again.
He is so silent. We are on our way to our 'honeymoon'. Jinki's parents volunteer to take care of Tae Woo while we are away. They said they booked us in a resort in Krabi, Jinki's favorite place. They hurried us up after the party and told us that they putted some stuffs in our room so we don't have to bring lots of things towards there.
I close my eyes when the airplane starts to move. I turn my head to the opposite direction from him. My tears fall when I can't take his ignoring attitude towards me.
When we arrive, he walks fast as if he is not with someone.
"Jinki, please wait."
"Walk fast. I'm tired."
"Arasseo." I said it in a low voice.
When we arrive at the resort, he walks away leaving me behind after he asked the front desk.
"Yeoboseyo?" I call his mother. "Eomma... We just got here. Erghmm... What is our room number... I—Urgh... We forgot. Omo gomawo eomma. How is Tae Woo? I am missing him... Gomawo eomma. Neomo gomawo. Bye."
I walk silently towards our room. I knock before I open it. When I get inside, he is nowhere to be found.
"Jinki?" I look at the bathroom, but he is not there. I open the wardrobe only to flush. The dresses are just so sexy. Not my type. The more I flush when I pick my sleep wear. I disregard the thought and quickly change my outfit.
When I finish, I try calling him, but his phone is left inside the room. I wait for him to comeback, but he is still not here until night comes.
I look outside the window. I see party lights from one corner of the resort. I sigh. I am thinking that he is there.
I walk towards the bed and decided to sleep. I have no appetite to eat.
It is already midnight when I am awaken by a loud sound of a closed door.
"Jinki..."
He walks towards me and push me back to bed. He is drunk.
"Jinki, what are you doing?" I try to stop him when he pulls my undies. "Ya! Don't do this Jinki. Please! Don't do this!!!"
"You're my wife now. This is part of your responsibilities as my bull**** wife!" He turns me around when I keep on resisting.
My tears are falling because I am in pain. Not physically, but emotionally. I bite my lips when I can feel him inside me. He stops when he almost reach his climax.
"Tssk, I forgot. I should use this."
I did not bother to look. I know what he means basing on the different feeling that I feel when he gets inside me again.
He flops down beside me when he's done. I put back my undies and hug my knees like a fetus inside a womb. I can't stop from crying. I feel so dirty.
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When I wake up, I found out that he is not beside me anymore. I see foods inside. There's a note ordering me to eat.
I puff an air. I feel hopeless about our relationship. Jinki starts to stay away from me again. He must have hate me for tying him up in this marriage.
Instead of eating, I walk outside while wearing a beach dress. I sit on the sand and sigh. I stare on the sea while allowing myself to be under the heat. My tears fall again when I remember what happened.
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Loving Mr. Perfect of All Imperfections (SHINee Onew)
Fanfiction"I love you jagiya... And I will never be tired of loving you. I will never be tired of surprising you." These are the words that Jinki told me during our 2nd anniversary. We were so sweet and loving. However, our once harmonious relationship gets...
