butterfly effect

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"whatcha doing?" josh asked
annoyingly.
"reading." josh leaned over tyler's shoulder to stare at his phone.
"you have better things to do than read texts, you're not even talking about the song."
"we finished recording, now i would like to go back to reading."
"whatever."
tyler's eyes scanned through the messages.

good morning

lol

is it even morning where you live

i slept on the couch last night

with my friend

she's still asleep

we don't have school today because it's a holiday or something

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we don't have school today because it's a holiday or something

no one really knows why we just don't question it

we're planning to go to hot topic and buy some stuff

idk

tyler read a few days she had written, days turned into weeks.

good morning

i have school today

should i skip

i really don't wanna go

people are assholes

i might skip

i'm scared

people there hate me

for no reason

teachers won't do anything about it

do I really need an education anyway

my mom says i have to go or she'll beat me

that's fun

it went just a horrible as i thought

cr*p

exams are coming up too

i'm gonna die

tyler saw some of her best days, and worst.

good morning

i'm two weeks clean today :D

that's pretty nice

"wait, what?" tyler spoke under his breath.
"hm?" josh asked looking over at tyler's phone.

also

i saw a caterpillar while walking today

it'll be a butterfly :D

that reminds me of that thing

u know the butterfly thing

where you draw the butterfly on your wrists and every time you cut you kill all the butterflies

so the goal is to keep the butterflies alive for as long as possible

it's supposed to help but it just seems kinda sad

because if you relapse you feel twice as bad

oh well :/

ramen

that's a thing me and my friend say when we want to start conversations

it's stupid

but I think it's kinda funny : )

tyler grinned.
"she is cute." he said quietly.
josh turned to look at tyler and smiled warmly at him. it was nice to see him so happy.

my dads drunk again :(:

pls help

even tho you can't

i wish you were here

i'm scared

he's yelling again

he hit my mom

i'm hiding in my room

please help

she didn't say good night. tyler felt a ping in his heart, despite that these messages were from months ago.

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