Living with the badboy

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"Babe get off" I chuckled as he began to tickle me.

He glanced up at me and cocked an eyebrow before glancing arrogant at me "nope, I'm having too much fun"

"Oh really?" I said half laughing and gasping for air. Suddenly my mind was crossed with a rather brilliant idea. I blinked my tears away that had formed from all the laughter and I began to stare in his eyes, then I flicked my gaze to his lips rather suggesting. He immediately took the hind and leaned closer loosening his grip on my arms.

Almost too easy

I took my chance and wiggled my arms free from his grasp and flipped us over. I looked him in the eyes again smirking. "I'm still smarter than you"

He chuckled again in his rich low voice, my chest began to heat up slowly and my stomach began to flutter. I couldn't help but notice how light and warm his brown eyes looked now that the lamp above him was shining directly in them. I always love the little green spot in his left iris.

"Like what you see" he said winking suggestively.

"You are so full of yourself" I chuckled before hitting him playfully. He now looked amused and gave me the 'yeah right' look.

"Isn't that what you find so uncontrollable sexy about me?"

Yeah, but no need to feed your ego.

I could feel my cheeks heat up at those words and saw he noticed.
I looked away hiding my even redder cheeks from him for a few minutes before facing him.
As I looked at him I was surprised he wasn't smirking or saying something along the lines of oh so you do think I'm uncontrollable sexy, he was actually speechless.

"Julia" he said while breathing heavily.

"Yes?" I said rather cautious, what are you playing at?.

He moved his hand to my face and tugged my hair behind my ear, he twirled my strand hair around his fingers before letting it fall behind my shoulder.

I looked at him, his gaze was desperately looking for something. Whatever it was I would hate to disturb him, his face was way to cute all scrunched into his thinking face as he liked to call it.
Out of no where he cupped my face caressing my jaw with his thumbs.

"I... I have to tell you something, but promise you will not hate me"

My stomach dropped and those words released a storm in my head, I couldn't think clearly. What could he possibly have done to upset me so much I'd hate him.

"Nate what is it? You are not funny" I said slowly as I picked his hands and put them down on his chest still holding them. I saw panic taking over his face, he now grabbed my hands tighter squeezing them almost.

Right before he began to speak I noticed two small tears rolling down the sides of his face.
"Before you judge me I want you to know I love you Julia. Even if you don't ever want to see me again, because I care about you and I don't want to loose you but I can't lie anymore and... and...-" I cut him of before he could keep rattling on.

I placed my hands now on his cheeks looking down at him "Natey I could never hate you, but you are really freaking me out right now"
He winched at my words and I noticed only now how red his eyes had become.

"Don't say that" he croaked.

"Why? Please tell me Natey"

A/N
Ooh cliffhanger!
If you are curious for what happens next you just have to keep scrolling then ;)

First of all, I want to thank you for reading my story, it means a lot to me.
Second of all, English is not my native language so there might be some mistakes. If you happen to come across one please inform me so I can improve my story.

I hope you enjoyed it so far!

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SMOKING
DRINKING
DRUGS
DEPRESSION
BULLYING

ATTENTION:
This story contains all the subjects above, DO NOT start any of the above because they may seem cool to you after reading this story.

That is by NO MEANS the impression I am intending to give.

that was all.