so i was about to go to bed and i was reading nice lil phanfiction . aNd thAn asdvhbnkok
so dan had self harm scars on his thighs and phil started to kiss them and i just cAnT
it makes me feel ill whenever that happens in a fanfiction
but other people thinks it's nice and sweet so i guess that's good?? i just can't. i have weird ~bad~ memories with stuff like that happening to me so i just get grossed out by it i guess.
uGh i just feel all weird and uncomfortable now
do people like that?? it just...i guess i just don't. it makes me feel gross and i don't know.
this probably doesn't make any sense tbh.
i'm just weird and stupid
okay night i love you~
