i can't sleep so hi
life has been pretty messy recently and not the messy thats good i think.
my brain has a weird emotion going on right now. i think it's just bored. bored with life. bored of no one caring about me. like really really caring about me.
maybe that's selfish. wanting someone to love me so bad. i already have a 'stable' life so what more could i want.
GOD IM SO SELFISH
i want people to love me. i want people to think of me. i want people to notice me. i want people ton of leave.
but they don't want to and that's okay
i need to stop being so selfish and just thinking about myself
people don't want to imogen. they just don't want to.
okay goodnight i love you