this is why i didn't want to make another bants book. because whenever i get super depressed i wrote it here and i feel bad because it probably makes you guys feel awkward like 'what the hell are we supposed to do with her'. or maybe you don't even care. or the next day i'm totally fine and i feel bad for being dramatic.
i should just probably not talk to anyone when i'm depressed so i don't bother someone.
hopefully i won't update here again until i'm not depressed.
bye
