so i published a new chapter of wrong number tonight cool beans
tonight was...ugh. it wasn't good.
i hate that my parents are always drunk
i fucking hate it. so fucking much.
my mom came home drunk and i immediately got so angry.
i was talking to her and i just wanted to shout 'SHUT THE FUCK UP'
i hate it. i don't hate her. i hate it. i hate alcohol. i hate how i makes them.
my brother came over and i don't know why but it made me even madder and more embarrassed.
i went to the bathroom in the middle of it and turned on the sink and started crying. i was just so mad. so fucking mad.
i hate how it makes her. how it makes him. how it makes everyone. i hate when they're drunk. and they're always drunk.
whenever i go upstairs and they're sober it makes me so happy. and it's not often.
i want to tell someone. i want her to get help. i want them to be sober. it's just...im too scared to tell anyone.
the last time i did they screamed at me and didn't talk to me for a while. that was my mom.
i'm just
i need to get out of this house
