Love Crap

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"Oh my god, what are you doing?!" I yell to Jack. WHAT DID HE JUST DO? AND, WHY?!?

"I-I don't know! Really Sammy!"

I look at him angry. UUUGH THATS ALL HE HAD TO SAY?!

"Can't you see how I feel about you?!' I hold up the glowing heart of the necklace he gave me.

"Sammy, I'm sorry! Something just came over me! I didn't mean what I just said, really!"

I take off the necklace. "I never want to see you again!' I shout and throw the necklace, running out of Starbucks as Jess comes running behind me. I wipe my tears away so my hand. Why did he do that? Why..

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Apartment

I look down at my nails, as tears come slowly out of my eyes. It's been 2 nights since the Jack incident. I've just been crying and haven't done anything at all. I can't believe I thought that 'I love you' stuff from Jack was all real! It was just crap! Everything was crap! I'm so stupid! Although I haven't told anybody what happened yet, not even Jess. But unfortunately there's gonna be a time when I have to tell everybody. Jess sits next to me on the couch.

"Sam. What happened? Please tell me. You've been crying for 2 nights and I have no idea what's going on." Jess says and I sigh. I wish she did hear, but when I went to Jack and Julia she plugged in her earphones. She always has those on high volume. I cover my body with my blanket.

"He told Julia he's never stopped loving her. Right in front of me." Another tear comes running down my cheek. Jess puts her hand on my shoulder.

"Oh Sam. I wish I knew what to tell you. But I don't." Jess says. I understand. Nobody or nothing can make me feel better.

"You wanna know what the worst part is? Jack lives on the same floor, of course he's gonna come here and try to fix things." Jess sighs as I tell her that.

"Oh Sam." Someone knocks the door and Jess goes to answer it. I tell her that it could be Jack, but she shakes her head and opens the door. It was Jack.

"Jess." I whine.

"Sorry!"

Jack sees me from the door and walks to me. "Sammy! I just want you to know I'm truly sorry for what happened. I should've never said that. I was just in shock from seeing Julia. I love you and want to be with you. You have to believe me." Jack explains to me, looking into my eyes. I stand up.

"Jack, I've done a lot of things that I wish I've never done. I've did so many mistakes. But I've never accidentally told someone I never stopped loving them, right in front of the person I really love." I say to him, taking off my blanket.

"Sammy, I know I made a big mistake. But if you can just let me explain.."

"J-just go Jack." I say as I look down on the floor. I hear him sigh and see his feet turn around, walking out of the apartment.

"I love you Sammy! Do you hear me, I love you!" Jack shouts as Jess closes the door on him. I begin to cry again. Jess comes and hugs me.

"How could I be so stupid to believe all the love crap he told me?"

"Sam, your not stupid! Don't blame yourself for this." Jess says as she wraps my blanket around me and I sit down with her. Jack won't be able to fix this. I don't think I can ever accept his apologies.

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