Panem Collage

Chapter 5

KATNISS POV:

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-2 WEEKS LATER-

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I havnt talked to Peeta since that night. Nor Annie, Finnick, Clove, Cato anyone but Madge. We have grown quite close and are like best friends. I spend most of my time with her now instead of anyone else. Me and Peeta havnt even texted since that night and I am avoiding Finnick and Annie and especially Clove! She is still at it, her little games. But I have moved on I am a different person I will make new friends and start fresh and forget all my troubles and have fun! But for now I need to finish writing a new song for music. I am trying to find inspiration but Peeta keeps coming back into my mind. I start writing lyrics with him still in mind. I am trying to move on but I know deep down I wan't him back. As I near the end of the song the first text in ages comes through, a photo. I open the text it is from an unknown number so I ignore it and continue writing. After a while I check my phone and open the photo. And there is a photo of Peeta making out with Clove...

I drop my phone to the desk and sob uncontrollably. I grab the song I was writing to get him back and scrunch it up and rip it and throw it out the window. I make some strange chocking sound from my sobs and restart my song. 

I don't know where you're going
But do you got room for one more troubled soul?
I don't know where I'm going
But I don't think I'm coming home and I said
I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead
This is the road to ruin
And we're starting at the end

I am satisfied with the first verse. Thats when i notice the paper is soaking from all my tears that jumped on it. I can't stop them and I know exactly why

This is heartbreak

Ugh this makes me think of when I was younger and I was out with my dad

*FLASHBACK*

I jump on my dads back in the meadow. I fall of but he catches me. My laughter is uncontrollable, I don't get much time with my dad, just us two. 

"You will always catch me?" I ask him

"Yes princess until a prince comes along and you can live a happy after ever" He smiles

"I don't want to be taken from you"

"I will always be here don't worry"

"You will never leave me daddy?"

"Never my princess"

*END OF FLASHBACK*

The next day my dad died. I remember his words though

"Until a prince comes along and you can live happily ever after"

But I won't live happily ever after becuase my prince has run off with someone better. Oh dad I wish you were here

"I miss you" I whisper to no one inperticular. Alone and heartbroken yet again. Will I ever get my happy ever after? IS there such a thing as 'happy ever after'? 

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-ANNIE'S POV-

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I miss Katniss. She hasnt even come near me since her argument with Peeta. He was in his room crying for 2 weeks but today Finnick got him out of his room and told him to move on. So here we are at Clove's new party. I try and spot Katniss but I know she is not here. I notice Clove offering Peeta several drinks and he gulps them all down and becomes a bit wobbly on his feet. Clove pushes him against the wall and violently begins making out with him. He kisses her back with such force its scary.

Drunk

She made him drunk. Did she do it on purpose? Was it a mistake? No. It cant have been because she gave them to him letting him drink them all. She meant this.

Katniss, 

You were right

Who is Clove really?