I liked Yoongis friends.
They were nice and welcoming towards me and when Namjoon finally gave up Yoongi and he came to sit with us at the bench.
I was still kinda flusteted about Hobi and Jin being so nice to me, but Yoongi gave them cold stares before he smiled at me in the cutest way ever.
There was this thought stuck in my head.
Namjoon pulled a packet of bubblegum out of his pocket and held it towards me first.
Nevertheless, we just sat there, chewing on gum and talked.
Jin took pictures.
Hobi and Jimin were smiling the whole time.
And Yoongi was looking at me, with his tired eyes, which were suddenly filled with something I couldn't really deffine.
Was it admiration?
I remeber it was soon about to get dark.
The moon wasn't there yet.
"I think I need to leave."
I said in a silent moment and everyone was like tugging on my sleeve.
"Should I bring you?"
Yoongi eventually suggested, causing everyone to shut their mouths and look with wide eyes and a smirk on their face at us.
Was it that obvious, that there was something between us?
"I-I mean..."
I stuttered pointing at the guys.
"Don't worry about us."
Hobi said and chuckled. He noticed the slight shade of pink on my cheeks.
I played with my fingers, trying to cover the upcomming nervousness when Yoongi just decided to bring me.
"Just see it as a favour, I'm doing to you cause you are my friend."
He said before he started walking, showing me to start going as well.
"Girlfriend"
I bet I heard Jimin mumbling under his breath and Hobi just agreeing with him.
I think they still looked at us for a while, like you would watch one of those cute couples.
I wouldn't consider Yoongi and me as a couple, but I really wanted him to be with me.
Sometimes I hate the fact that I had no idea what Yoongi was thinking.
I spendt so much time with him and still couldn't figure him out.
Heck, I didn't even know his other, more open side till some days ago.
How should I ever possibly know or understand what was going on in his mind when he saw me.
How should I've guessed it?
But maybe this just made things more exciting.
Just risking things.
What could I lose anyway?
He couldn't do more than refuse my feelings and break my heart.
This shouldn't stop me.
But it did.
When we reached my house, he took my hands for a little while and said how soft they were.
I remeber how he looked into my eyes for a bit too long.
There was this atmosphere that was between two people, when they were about to kiss.
I could feel my heart ache, so bad was it.
This is how much I loved him.
I wanted him so bad in this moment, but it seemed so difficult.
I was too blind, thinking he wouldn't kiss me back.
I looked down and let go of his hands.
I turned around and told him that I had to get inside.
And this is how the day ended.
I had no idea what was going on inside his mind at that day.
But that's fine.
He didn't know what was going on in my mind that time as well.
