Maybe I should mention that the next day was extremly important.
I guess everyone will ask themselves why, so I will just quickly tell, that it was the big day.
Weeks in which I had shared nights with my thought and all the lines.
Days where I had to controll my urge and cage my heart so it won't go wild and start controlling my mind.
But today I could set it free.
Today I could let my feelings out.
Today I would recieve a kiss, maybe even more, from Yoongi.
It was the day of our show.
I had forced myself to sleep in the night, so I would look fine this evening when the show happens.
And I wouldn't look too bad in school, it was a regular friday after all.
Just that Yoongi, I and some other classmates didn't have to attend to all classes, cause we were having our last big rehearsal, just infront of two ot three teachers, depending on who was free in which lesson and felt like joining us.
But surely every teacher was suprised when they saw Yoongi staying on stage.
And sometimes it was just Yoongi and me and he would tell me something funny, I would giggle and my teacher would smile at us.
She really liked seeing us together.
Maybe she felt that there was something.
Maybe she heard my heart beating so loud, I bet that was it.
Maybe she heard Yoongis heart beating, if it was loud enough.
I had no idea since I was to focused on my own heartbeat.
Maybe she just noticed the blue colour which he marked me with.
I felt amazing the whole day, my head filled with dope.
And when everyone returned to home we stayed there, since it was just a bit time left till the show would start.
My mom came to watch me together with my dad.
Seeing them together was rare since my mom raised us on her own.
Yoongi was talking about his family and that they would only make him nervous, but I think deep inside he wanted them to see him and appear.
And when it was almost time and the first people entered the hall Yoongi peaked out to see his worst nightmare, what was actually his wish, he was just too cool to admit it.
"Crap."
He cursed under his breath.
"What, what?!"
I asked, super hyped and walked to him, still not in my costume.
I laid my hands down on his shoulders, standing behind him.
I could hear his breath getting quicker. He was nervous and I peaked out just to see what he saw.
There were Hobi, Jin, Namjoon and even Jimin and next to them was the older guy which I assumed to be Yoongis brother and this couple, I guess his parents.
(Not to mention Jimin had friends with him as well, that I didn't know, yet.)
Hobi saw me, and waved at me and then the woman saw me and gave me a warm smile.
I waved shyly back, this were deffinately his parents.
They sat down in one of the first rows and I sneaked back, behind the curtain just to see Yoongi rubbing his hands and biting his lip.
I knew he was nervous, so was I.
But I couldn't let him stay this nervous, cause at least one of us had to be cool, right?
And I was already an emotinal wrack, it was his turn today to stay in control.
I took his hands into mine and smiled:
"You can do it, okay?"
He looked at me, like I just saved him.
Maybe I dragged him out of his thoughts which were trying to drown him with his insecurities. It didn't matter what was going on inside of him, all that mattered was this moment.
This show.
And he could make it through it.
I mean, I guess I could as well, but right now I just wanted to comfort him and show him that he wasn't as bad as he thought. He was an amazing person and he had to understand this.
He was beautiful in every way.
He was unique, it took my breath away and whenever I realized he was with me I had to struggle, trying to catch my breath and not to die.
"Remeber, I said I believe in you. And I still do."
Yoongi nodded.
