Manan ff: TUM SE HI...[COMPLETED✔]

Chapter Thirty Seven:Dubeity

Confusion is a gift from God. Those time when you feel most desperate for a solution,sit.Wait. The information will become clear. The confusion is there to guide you.Seek detachment and become the producer of your life.

"Arey Nandu..aaj badi der tak soi tu..tabiyat to theek hai na teri"Shanno asked while she caressed Nandini's forehead.

"Haa Chachi Mai bilkul thik hu"Nandini replied plastering a fake smile on her face.

"Jhoot kyu bol rahi ho Nandu,hum kal se dekh rahe hai...tum kuch alag behave kar rahi ho..kyu Chachi"Navya turned to look at Shanno.

"Bilkul sahi kah rahi hai Navya..mai bhi dekh rahi hu ..kal raat se tu kuch alag hi tarah se pesh aa rahi hai..pahle toh tu kisi ko bina bataye Malik Mansion se ghar aa gai..phir tune apna phone bhi band kar diya tha..sab kitne pareshan ho gae the..pata hai"

"Wo to aashram se call as gaya tha Kyunki unhe janna tha ki mujhe or Navya ko kitni aur der hogi..tab jakar hamey pata chala ki tu ghar chali aai hai. Kal raat jab tak mai or Navya ghar aaye tab tak to so chuki thi.."

"Aur aaj tu late uthi..aur abhi bhi dekh..tere chahre ka rang uda hua hai. Hua kya hai tujhe...sach sach bata..koi pareshani hai kya"Shanno's voice was laced with concern.

"Aur uske upar se tum neend me bhi barbara rahi thi..phir chillana bhi shuru kar diya tha tumne..jab tum uthi tab puri tarah se paseeney se bheegi hui thi..toh please yeh mat kahna ki koi baat nai hai aur jhoot bolne ka toh sochna bhi mat..Samjhi"Navya said while raising her eyebrows.

Nandini was stumped for a moment. She doesn't know what to do. For the first time something like this was happening to her. Her Chachi and Navya has always been her confidants--her acquaintances. But today thanks to THE MANIK MALHOTRA--she wasn't even a position to share her problems with them.

Yes she accepts--that she is affected by him--in ways that she doesn't thought was even possible. Her wet dream was an classic instance of that. Man what was that--a shiver ran down her spine the moment she recall her dream.

She doesn't even know how to react. She had never experienced something like this before--and she certainly doesn't have a clue regarding how she's going to deal with it.

Last night once Manik left she didn't had it in her to act normal--she needed time and privacy. There was no way that she could pretend to be normal in front of everyone when she could barely stand straight.

That's why she left in a rush. She switched her cell off so that no one could reach her--before she reaches home. She knew that he would call her once she didn't return and there was no way she could handle it. After everything that happened between them,after the conversation they had ,after the promise that he made ,there was no way that she could bear his presence and act normal at the same time. So she did what she felt was correct at that time. She left from there.

Once she reached aashram,she requested the receptionist to inform Shanno that she had returned back to Aashram and once that was done she ran back to her room and closed the door. Her feet gave up and she slumped on the floor.

Pulling her legs near her chest she clasped her arms around them and put her forehead on her knees. And before she knew she broke down. Everything that happened in past couple of hours started flashing in front of her eyes.

Her conversation with Arman, the way Arman kissed her forehead,the way he made her feel special--the way he understood her dilemma..how easily he calmed her down--everything--all those moments made her feel that how special Arman was.

But of course then all the hell break loose--thanks to Manik Malhotra.

The way he held her,the way she lost control when he kissed her,the way his hands were roaming freely on her body,the way he was writhing in passion under her touch,the effects she had on him,the way he was turned on under her innocent touches,the way his lips felt on her bare skin,the way her entire body was set on fire when he was pleasuring her and in turn taking pleasure for himself.

How desperate she became for him. How badly she wanted him to mark every inch of her body. She was ready to cross all the boundaries of sanity with him. She was ready to give herself up to him. She wanted him to take her and make her his --once for all.

Nandini shook her head and she covered her face with her hands. She couldn't believe that she was ready to give everything to him--without even thinking anything. How could she do this. Her tears were just not stopping. She was too ashamed.

Manik's words were still ringing in her ears. His promise were still giving her goosebumps. She knew he wouldn't say all those things just for the sake of saying. She knew he meant all those things. She wanted to believe him. But how anything that he said was possible without heartbreaks --she just couldn't comprehend.

She somehow managed to get up. She was too exhausted,too tired to think anything--she just wanted to sleep it off. So she went to change. She changed into her night suit--while trying not to look at the marks that was left just above her breast--courtesy of Mr.Manik Malhotra--a souvenir of their indecent moment.

"there will be Next Time Nandini..and things will happen..and let's just say we won't stop at second base this time.."

"We won't score home run before our wedding--you have my words..but that doesn't mean we won't cover upto third base.."

Manik's words started ringing in her ears all over again. Shaking her head she finally got dressed and without thinking anything more she got to bed. Since she was too exhausted..slumber took her in without any problems.

But of course how can Manik Malhotra give her some peace. He didn't left her alone --even in her dreams...and next thing she knew she got up screaming after having her first wet dream.

And now here she was..standing like a statue and contemplating what to say to the two most important people of her life. Since she was too embarrassed to discuss anything relating to Manik she chose to lie.

"Woh chachi sab kuch itni jaldi me ho raha  hai na..to bas ghabarat ho rahi hai mujhe."Nandini said putting her most innocent face.

"Awwwley mera bachcha.."Shanno cooed while hugging Nandini.

"Hey matarani iss ladki ne to dara hi diya tha"Navya said while rolling her eyes.

"Aisa hota hai meri bachchi..ye to bilkul normal hai..har larki ke sath aisa hota hai"Shanno said breaking the hug and caressing Nandini's hair.

"Aur agar abhi aisa haal hai toh do din baad kya hoga...ghabra kar behosh mat ho jana.."Navya teased .

"Do din baad..Chachi do din baad ka kya matlab..kya hai do din baad"Nandini asked questioningly.

"Yeh lo..ye ladki bhi na..khud hi decision leti hai..aur khud hi bhul jati hai"Shanno said while shaking her head.

"Aap kya bol rahe ho chachi" Nandini was confused.

"Hey matarani iss ladki ko kab Akal aayegi"Navya rolled her eyes in annoyance.

"Arey pagli ..Teri Sagai pakki Ho gai hai..wo bhi theek do din baad"Chachi chirped while the entire blood drained away from Nandini's face.

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