He's not a bad boy |harry styles|

Chapter 31

Erin's POV

To Lukey: you won't believe who's stylist I am xx

From Lukey: who? Xx

To Lukey: One direction. I have to be Harry and his bands stylist for the next 3 years!!!! xx

From Lukey: no luck there!! at least it's ur dream job xx

To Lukey: I know, I can't complain, the other lads are nice so it's not so bad, anyway I have to go plan the outfit for tonight, love you Lukey xx

From Lukey: okay, love you too Erin xx

I sighed and sat up on the couch of the tour bus, we had just got on it and chose our bunks and settled in and what not, the lads were all playing the x box, Lou was on FaceTime to her husband with her daughter so she could see her daddy, there was another man on the bus, a security guard I'm guessing, and he was just sitting by the door on his phone, I was sitting on the sofa next to the guys but I was on my phone texting Luke and Lisa.

"Erin will you come 'ere please?" Lou shouted, "Sure, be there in a minute" I shouted back, locking my phone and sitting it down before running into the room where Lou was. "What's up?" I asked, "You have to look out clothes for tonight's interview, bear in mind there's a full rack or clothes for each of the boys, choose one outfit for each of them and make sure they all look good together" Lou explained, "And that will happen for most things" she added pointing to where I should look.

I made my way over to one rack, it was Liam's, I chose an outfit I thought was nice, I then moved to Niall's and chose an outfit that was different from Liam's yet similar. I did the same for all of the boys, making sure they all looked nice and presentable. I thought I did well for my first attempt, I would obviously get better over time and figure it out better too, but I was only beginning to get used to it.

"Okay that's all for now, once it gets to later and we have to start getting ready we go in to the venue and start on their hair and make up. You will do two of them and i'll do three for now since you're new to this but don't get used to it, I have a child to watch too, anyway you'll just powder them up a bit and fix their hair and then hand them their clothes, and warm them not to get them dirty or ruined" she said chuckling as she let me go back to the sitting area where Louis was sitting in my seat from earlier.

"What are you up to Louis?" I asked, "Not a thing" he said laughing and moving, "Give me my phone" I ordered, he laughed while handing it to me, I cursed myself for not having a pass code lock on it, "What did you do? Twitter? Instagram? What was it Louis?" I asked, "Both" he said laughing loudly, Niall and Zayn were sniggering and Liam was trying not to laugh, Harry was just staring into space, not even bothering to take part in our conversation.

I opened the twitter app and checked my latest tweet.

@erin_brown: I love being the stylist for @onedirection honestly. And shhhh but @Louis_Tomlinson is obviously my fave!!

I laughed as I opened a new tweet.

@erin_brown: apparently I love Louis? Um, no Louis, sorry but you have Eleanor. Remind me never to leave my phone lying around!

I then decided to check Instagram and see what monstrosity was awaiting me on the picture sharing site which I had posted loads of photos, being a lover of photography, can you blame me? They weren't all of me, most were Ace or just photos of random objects, some were of me, me and Luke and what not, and the latest photos?

It was Louis doing the 'duck face' also another was him 'caught off guard' another was him doing a silly face and holding his two fingers up in a 'peace sign' I laughed at them all, shaking my head.

Maybe tour wouldn't be that bad. I just had to ignore Harry. So much easier said than done. I loved him so much. Why do I care so much about whether I ignore him or not?

Because I still love him, I don't think I ever have stopped. Or ever will.

But he can't know that. He has Kendall Jenner and whether its fake or not, the public think its real. And I made it clear I didn't want to be with him. It was his fault and he should apologise.

I just miss him though. I mean, I know he is sitting across the room from me, but I miss talking with him, cuddling with him, stealing kisses from each other, going on silly dates, watching films together, I miss all of that.

"Erin" Louis said, "Huh?" I asked, "Why aren't you and Harry together anymore? You were so happy together in Paris last year" Louis said, I looked around and noticed it was only the two of us in the room, "Well in February before that short tour, he was told by management he had to have a girlfriend and it was Kendall Jenner and I found out through a magazine, a fucking magazine, he didn't even have the balls to phone me and tell me. Or call me and ask if I would let people know about me, no he just went along with it and let everyone think he's dating Kendall fucking Jenner, so we're not together" I said, "Do you still love him?" he asked, "I don't think I ever stopped" I said, "That's all that matters" Louis said, "No Louis, it's not. Sometimes loving someone so much, just isn't enough, he's showing no sign of apologising and trying to work things out with me so I'm not going to say anything, it wasn't my fault therefore I won't be apologising" I stated confidently.

"If its supposed to be, then it will be" I said, I was a firm believer in that, I believed that everything happened for a reason and if something is supposed to happen then it will happen eventually, I don't know why, I just always believed that.

"Well you should never give up hope Erin" Louis said, "I won't Louis, I just don't plan on doing anything about it" I said, "Eleanor is coming soon, so is Zayn's fiancé and Liam's girlfriend and...Kendall" he said, murmuring the last name, "Is she coming on tour?" I said, "Just for a week, management want pictures of them, they're all coming tomorrow" he said, "Great" I said sarcastically, "All the other girls are nice, you obviously know Eleanor, but Perrie and Sophia are nice" he said, "Oh yeah, Zayn is dating Perrie Edwards from Little Mix, isn't he?" I said, Louis nodded, "They're great, I've saw them live once, in Manchester" I stated, "Fan of them, yeah?" Louis asked, "I wasn't! Until my old beat friend dragged me to their concert last year and then bam! I started to like them" I said, "Old best friend? What happened?" he asked, what do I tell him?

'Oh yeah my dad raped me in front of my best friend and then two years later she told everyone and it was the day Harry and I got Locked in detention and I told him and then the day after that I slapped her cause of what she done, oh and my father raped me again before I moved to London'

No! I can't tell him that.

"We just, fell out, argued a lot" I lied, "Liar! You don't have to tell me if you don't want to, but I want to know eventually" he warned, I chuckled, this is why I liked Louis, he knew when I was lying yet he never pushed me to tell him what was really wrong unless I truly wanted to.

Harry's POV

Kendall was coming tomorrow, for a whole week.

I didn't even like Kendall. We were fake dating and even in private she acted like we were dating.

She was too clingy.

She wasn't my type.

I don't have a type.

All I need is Erin.

I made such a huge mistake.

And there's nothing I can do about it.

She doesn't love me anymore. Who can blame her? I messed up.

Big time!

"HARRY!" Louis yelled running to the room where I was sitting alone, "Louis?" I asked, "She still loves you mate, she admitted it to my face, I asked if she still loved you and she said she doesn't think she ever stopped" he said excitedly, "Please tell me you love her and aren't actually falling for Kendall" he said, "I love her more than anything Lou, I really do. There's just nothing I can do about the situation" I said with hurt and pain clear in my voice, "There is mate! Fuck management Harry! Fuck what they have to say about this! Once the girls leave next week I say you get Erin back, tell everyone the truth about Kendall and you, sing to her or something, use your talent mate" Louis said, it got me thinking.

Would this actually work?