Chapter 26

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**Jenna's POV**

It's been two weeks and I haven't left the house. I rarely even leave my bed. I wanted that baby more than anything. Ryan and I talk about it a lot, but this is harder than I thought.

"Come on Jenna let's go out" Ryan said coming into my room. He has bearly left my side since we got out of the hospital

"I'm good here in my bed"

"How long is this gonna last? I don't want to see you like this."

"I'm just, why Ryan? Why did my body to this to me? Why are we being punished? Why Ryan?" I said beginning to cry again

"We aren't being punished. It just wasn't our time to be parents. Our baby wants us to be happy it wouldn't want you to lay here being depressed"

"I love you Ryan" the words fell out of my mouth before I could catch them

"I love you too, Jenna" Ryan said holding my hand

I cuddled up to him in my bed just wanting to stay here forever

"Do you want to go to my house? Jamie and Ricky are there. Maybe that'll help you" Ryan suggested

"I just wanna stay here"

"Come on Jenna, you can go lay in my bed"

"No. I just want to stay here!" I rolled over in my bed so my back was to him

**Ryan's POV**

I left Jenna alone in her room, and went downstairs to find Zoey

"She's not even wanting to leave her bed, and I have a tour in 3 weeks!" I told Zoey

"I don't know if she'll ever get over this, but she has to go to work tomorrow. Maybe you and I can tag team it and get her to shower and leave her room"

"She showred yesterday, but I just want her to come relax at my house."

Zoey got up and went upstairs with me following behind her

"Jenna!! I get it your still upset but get up already!" Zoey said turning on the light in Jenna's room

Jenna didn't move at all

"Babe, please for me." I said

Jenna just sat up and grabbed her phone "I'll go to your house, but I'm not changing and I wanna go lay in your bed" she told me as she walked downstairs

I drove Jenna to my house and as soon as we walked in I saw all my bandmates and thier girlfriends

"Hey Jenna how are you?" Jamie asked

I felt Jenna's whole body become tense. I don't even know if she answered she just walked into my room

"She's still trying to cope. This is the first time she's left the house since we left the hospital" I told them

"I'm sorry Ryan. If there's any thing we can do please tell us" Jamie said

I nodded and went to my room with Jenna. She was actually asleep. She hasn't slept in weeks. Maybe this is exactly what she needed to start healing

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