kj apa
may 15th
"COLE!" i holler.
i can't move.
i see him.
sitting in bed, trembling.
in tears,
staring at the bleach.
"please! don't do it!"
why can't i move!?
i need to save him..
suddenly, the cartons of the bleach were thrown all over.
there was some dripping from his mouth.
no..
i feel hot tears start to stream down my face.
but then i feel anger.
"why did you do this?!"
he had no reason.
"to me?!"
he didn't even ask us for help.
"to us?!"
i wanna punch him.
but i wanna hug him.
i miss him.
i hate him.
i care about him.
i want him back.
he looks me straight in the eyes.
his cold, dead eyes piercing my scared ones.
what was usually a bright, emerald green
is now pale, like a dying leaf.
he's now in front of me.
"you never asked."
i bolt up into a sitting position.
i'm sweating.
fuck..
i do not want to experience that again.
'you never asked.'
asked what?
i don't get it..
i wipe the tears from my cheeks.
was i crying in my sleep?
i need to talk to cami and lili about this..
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