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It's almost 4 in the morning and I'm not sleeping yet because it's weekend after all. I don't have any reason to wake up early tomorrow. No school, no classes. Basically, how living in a single life is like. Less distraction, less problem. All that really matters is just what makes me happy.

I put my snacks aside concentrating on the novel that I just bought a few days ago. While listening to Jungkook's beautiful covers.

I love books. I love that moment when you can escape from your boring world into a story that way more interesting than yours will ever be. How I wish I can meet a man that exactly like those perfect men in books that I read. But that's impossible. I should stop dreaming now, ugh.

Me, being emotional because of a book, like always. I cannot sleep at all.

I put down the book, give time to check out my Instagram. I'm having mixed feelings right now, I need to cool down my mind. There are so many things trapping in my mind right now.

I continue scrolling, even though the probability of people posting stuff will be low at this hour. Not everyone I think, this is what a lonely person like me always do at this hour, wasting time.

I stopped scrolling. An unknown username caught my eye.

@kmingew

and my brain told my finger to tap on his username. I don't know why, but I just did. Luckily he didn't put his Instagram on private. I think it wouldn't  be a crime if I stalk this person for a while.

A guy... a cute guy...

A tall tanned skin guy that actually makes him look very athletic. I am sure he is older than me. He has smokey grey hair slicked back that really suits his face. He has that warm face that I'm sure everyone's first impression on him is he is a very nice guy. Plus, he has that vampy fangs that make him look more, unique? Surely he has stolen many girls' hearts out there with that good looking face. He looks like a lost puppy and he is so adorable!!

I scrolled down his account just to fulfill my curiosity. I might look like I am stalking someone in a creepy way, but seriously his face is very addictive able to look at.

but then I saw one of his picture wearing my school's outfit and name tag. What a surprise.

'KIM MINGYU'

Why did I never saw him at my school? Well, I can't recognize many people in my school  because I don't really care about other people around me unless you are my classmates or sumn.

but seriously, he is very attractive that I cannot stop smiling looking at his pictures until I saw a picture of him with a girl.

my eyes widened.

(sorry guys, and yes, Jeonghan is a girl in this story. I love him so much that I can't even put him with any other girl in this world. Just imagine that JEONGHAN IS A GIRL in this story)

I stop smiling immediately . Reading the captions that he put;

why would I look at other girls if I only need you in my life? my one and only girl ♥'

Well, here we are, I'm not shocked at all. How can a perfect looking guy like him doesn't have a girlfriend? That's totally impossible though. 4 am in the morning and admiring a person that actually in the same school as you, but never know he actually exists. And when i was about to catch feelings on him, i knew he has a girlfriend?? What a happy thang for me.

Okay, I feel very attacked right now. I'm sure even if he doesn't have a girlfriend, a hot guy like him wouldn't even want to talk to an ordinary girl like me. Sadly, a perfect guy like him would only be my boyfriend, in my dream.