"I wish I knew that earlier" Kim mingyu said after he saw how happy taeha is with wonwoo after he left her for almost 7 months.
the guy, that she loved.
the guy, that she put all her hopes on.
the guy, that she adored.
the guy, that at last broke h...
I struggle to open my eyes and slowly blinked few times to adjust the brightness ahead me. So hard to see when the brightness hit my eyes since I've been closing it for a long time.
"Where am I?" asked me. I look around the place. Why is this place unfamiliar. I was laying in a hospital bed, I was surrounded by medical machines, green curtains and you know, the strong smells of medicines hit my nose. I can detect that I am -at the hospital.
I tried to adjust my position becaus my back feel Runcomfortable and my whole body felt so weak to move.
Who brought me here?
Suddenly I felt there's something warm on my hand and somehow it's very comfortable.
I didn't realize that actually there is someone sleeping beside me, holding my hand.
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I was so speechless due to this situation. Who is this guy?
"Wonu, is that you?" asked me carefully trying to wake him up. I am not sure whether it is him because I think this guy has the same bag as Wonu. I saw Wonu's bag back then in the class.
"Finally you awake! you don't know how scared was I when you suddenly fainted" he held my hand even tighter.
I blushed.
I let him be. His hand was so warm, making me feel comfortable and save.
"Why am I here" I tried my best to remember but it just making the head more painful.
"I brought you here. You fainted. Are you okay now?" he said calmly but I love the fact that he sounds so concerned about me. What a good new desk mate.
Oh yea, I'm sure if I fainted because oh him, again.
I wonder if we'll ever talk again. I wonder if he deleted my number after I left. I wonder if he ever thinks of me the way I think of him? I'm dying to know what's going on in his life but I guess I'm leaving it here. Forever.
It is so hard for me to accept this. Since the first time I saw him, I never thought that it will be like this. Wish I could turn back time to the days where I was enjoyed doing everything in my life without thinking about the chances for me to get him. Thinking about how weak I am letting him did this to my heart.
"Are you hungry?" he immediately asked after he realizes that he's holding my hand. He looks embarrassed and his cheeks turn red. I can't lie but he's quite adorable when he's embarrassing.
Actually, I am but I was too tired to nodded or say yes.
"The doctor said you can discharge after you woke up. Let's go somewhere to eat, I'll call the doctor now"
;-; (wonwoo's)
Taeha hasn't been awake for nearly 3 hours and the doctor was still checking on her condition. The doctor explained that she had depression and has been too tired that she doesn't take enough water for her body required. She'll be awake soon when she has stored enough energy for her body.
This is too much for me. I think if I saw any other girl in that situation like Taeha, I think I would just ignore or the most that I can do is call other people to help. but she is Taeha, the girl that took my heart since the first time I saw her.
Poor her. It is her first day after all, and this happened. I can see on her face that she has been trough so many things in her life. She looked tired and done with her life.
"wonu, is that you?" I heard Taeha's voice when I was sleeping.
I lifted my head to look at her. she finally awake after 4 hours of fainted.
"finally you awake! you don't know how scared was I when you suddenly fainted" it was a relief that she's awake now. there is no word to describe how happy was i.
"Why am I here," she asked, looking confused.
"I brought you here. you fainted. Are you okay?" said me, trying to relax her.
I blushed. I didn't realize like all this while I've held her hand but she seems to enjoy it because she doesn't say anything about it. But still, it is too early for me to do this plus she's sick
"The doctor said you can discharge after you woke up. Let's go eat before I send you home, I'll call the doctor now" she looked weak, I need to bring her to eat plus I really want to spend time with her. I wouldn't leave this chance.
I slowly lose my hold of her hand and,
"will you hold my hand whenever I'm scared?" she asked.
"of course" I simply replied.
Suddenly she grabbed my hand back and hold it tightly.
I went closed to her and asked,
"what are you afraid of?"
She looked into my eyes and she started to cry again.
"I'm scared that if I let you go, you'll leave me" she cracked her voice.
