;-; (mingyu's pov)
"Did you saw Taeha's new post? She's getting so much prettier now! I am so jealous of her"
"Yea, so so true!! She seems so happy at her new place though"
"I still remember her last day at this school. Kim Mingyu's ex girlfriend was so mean. It was such a scene!!"
I stared at the empty chairs in front of me while listening to all these girls behind me.
That name. The name that is so hard for me to forget. I broke her heart. I can't believe that I did that. She doesn't deserve that.
Suddenly someone hit on my leg and I cannot think straight but ... at him.
"CAN YOU WALK PROPERLY?" I yelled
"I'm so sorry, I am holding too many books, I cannot balance myself, I am so sorry!" he asked for apologies. His hand were shaking.
"No-oh my god, no I'm so sorry, It's not your fault. I was just- forget about it. Do you want me to help you bring the books?"
"No-no it's okay, maybe I can put some in my bag. Sorry again, I need to leave" and he quickly picks up all the books and leaves me. He is innocent.
What's got into me? what is wrong?
I've been uncontrollably like this since I broke up with Jeonghan.
Never felt this free for quite a while. I miss being single without someone telling me to what to do. It feels so good that I'm not with her anymore.
But the problem is, I can't stop thinking about Taeha. I don't know is it because I felt guilty to her to after knowing that she had feelings for me or I don't know, she is just unforgettable.
I tried to reach her in so many ways but she blocked me in every way. I'm stuck with all these mixed feelings.
I keep asking Dahyun where did she moved or any ways I can contact her but she refused to tell me. She keeps avoiding and pretending that she doesn't know anything.
;-;
I look at the gaze that Dahyun gave me. I tried to call her but she just ran away and get into a random classroom to avoided to see me.
No, dahyun. This time I won't let you go. I can't stop thinking about her. Please don't do this to me.
"Dahyun, I need to talk to you" I begged.
"what Mingyu? I have nothing to tell you. The answer will be the same. I don't know where she is right now!" she said hesitantly. Her eyes avoided mine.
"Let's go somewhere. I really need to tell you something-"
"Fine" she sighed, giving me the 'should I go' look. Uhh, this girl.
;-;
We went to the school field at sit under the tree. How should I start this?
"I love her" I can't look at her eyes. It just so hard when she knew that I broke Taeha's heart. Dahyun must hate me so much and I don't blame her.
"Yes, I can tell"
"Please, I'm begging you. Could you please at least give her new number to me" I looked down.
"But I can't do-" she refused. She sounds kinda annoyed with me.
"No, listen to me. I just want to say sorry to her. I really need her apologies. Please, I'm begging you"
"Fine, but don't do something nonsense" she handed me her phone to take Taeha's new number.
"Thank you so much Dahyun!! I owe you so much"
"Just don't find me and talk about this anymore" she rolled her eyes.
"Yeah, sure, I won't next time" I giggled. only God knows how happy I am at the moment.
;-;
12.46 in the morning. Staring at the ceiling. Keep rolling in my blanket for the 100th time. I can't sleep. I keep thinking about Taeha's number that Dahyun just gave me.
Should I call her? Would it be okay?
But I really want to talk to her like how we used to.
I took my phone and dialed the number.
"He-hello?"
"Taeha, is that you?" I spoke. My hands started to shake. SHE'S PICKING UP THE PHONE.
"Ming-mingyu?"
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so yeaaaaa, I know this chapter seem familiar. it is bcs its from the chapter 22, but from mingyu's point of view. andddddd in this chapter , wonwoo and taeha are not together yet so yep lets just pretend you understand what I'm saying :p
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