your last

t w e n t y n i n e

 "It hurts to see her ignoring me like this"

"are we over now?"

"I can't believe that this happened at the beginning of our relationship"

"This is all my fault"

I started to mumbling shit to myself, wondering why all of these happened. I don't want to be the toxic of this relationship.

I turned to my left, then turn to my right.

I pulled my blanket over myself and closed my eyes trying to sleep but it just made me think about it even more.

I'm staring at the ceiling of my room. I can't do this, I can't sleep.

I texted her and called her but no replies.

I put all my courage to decided to meet her. Nothing will change if I sit here and do nothing. I need to go to her and talk to her. Make everything clear back and tell that I still love her and need her.

I get down from my bed before I take my jacket and get into my car.

Some people will say, "just go with the flow" but for me, only dead fish go with the flow.

I arrived at her house at around 1 am. All the lights were off except for the lights in her room. She wouldn't sleep with the light on, I'm sure that you haven't sleep yet.

I climbed the tree that I used to climb to get up to her room. I used to struggle to climb this up but after a few times, I think I am good at this.

I can see from the outside, Taeha was lying on the floor watching a movie with someone.

and it's a fucking guy and they so close.

"Isn't that is Brian? What the hell is he doing there?!" I tried to control my voice so that they couldn't notice me.

I took a few deep breath, trying to think rationally. 

I took out my phone to dial her number because I can see that she is holding her phone.  But as usual, no answer. you ignored the ring.

I. SHOULDN'T. GET. MAD. Please don't do anything stupid that can make her, even more, angrier to you.

"Fuck this. I'm going home" I slowly went down of the tree and get into my car to leave the place. I really can't take all these. This is just too much.

I really don't deserve her in the first place, why am I still dreaming to own her? I was too sad and shocked. Why did she do this to me? Everything that Sofia told was really true. They were really secretly hanging out without me knowing.

I don't know, I really can't blame her. maybe it was all my fault. I should have told her from the start. I'm very sure that Taeha saw me and Sofia at the cafe. It's impossible if she didn't realize us there. What I did was also wrong.

;-; (vernon's pov)

"can you refill the popcorn" Taeha handed me the bowl, making a cute face so that I will listen to her.

"Ahhh why me"

"Because you are short"

"You should die" 

"You should follow then" she winked.

"Vernon, just go. You guys please don't ruin my movie time" Brian said annoyed face. He must be so annoyed with us. Taeha and I keep arguing like a childish kid. This is what happens when we haven't met for a long time.

"HAHHAhA loser, you LOSE"

"Nah fine! bye" I pulled her hair and she screamed.

"AHA TAKE THAT" I quickly leave the room before Taeha takes a revenge on me.

Basically, we are having a sleepover at Taeha's house. It starts when she offered me to watch some movies at her house since we haven't spent time together for a long time and when Brian knows about this, he wanted to join us because he wants Taeha to watch The Infinity War that he just downloaded. So...... here we are!

I went downstairs and looked for some popcorns and drink that they asked for at the kitchen, suddenly I heard a weird sound at the outside of the house. I quickly went outside to see what was it, and I saw someone just went down of the tree in front of Taeha's window and he got into his car and left.

I ran upstairs and told Taeha and Brian about it.

"shit....... you have a stalker, Tae?? That's totally creepy" Young K widened his eyes, looking so impressed with the story.

"That's him," Taeha said, knowing something.