TENDER TOUCH - JiKook/KookMin (English)

I am not yours

6th August

Jungkook's Point of View

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>>This is so fucked up Jungkook! How can you say to me to stay calm! I'm ruined!<<

>>But baby, did they tell you something? Maybe she haven't told them, what if we-

>>She will, sure she will! Oh God, what do I do, what do I do??<<

I was sure that if Jimin didn't calm down, like, immediately, he would grant himself an heart attack

>>Jimin, baby breathe, you're going to faint if you keep doing this<<

He continued to walk furiously up and down my room, arms crossed

>>I am basically dead<<

>>It can't be that bad<<

He turns towards me, eyes raging

>>It can't be that bad?! It's a tragedy, an apocalypse! I bet that if my parents still don't know, the rest of my relatives know already!<<

He cried out, groaning with frustration and pulling at his hair

>>Can you, like, stop eating and help your boyfriend out instead??<<

He asked to me with an helpless expression. I rolled my eyes jokingly, and put the chips aside, patting a spot on the bed. Jimin sighed and walked to sit beside me

>>So did you hear something from the phone call?<<

>>Nothing much. I just heard mom saying auntie's name, so I panicked and run up to your house. I don't want to go back there, I don't know what to do<<

>>But why are you so sure they wouldn't be okay with you being gay?<<

>>They..sent me to get therapy when I was eleven years old, just because I said to them that I liked boys. I was a child, and they did not care<<

I straightened my back, he had never told me that

>>And then?<<

>>Then I faked I didn't. I've faked until you showed up. And I would've continued if you wouldn't have been so, so damn hot<<

He said, turning towards me, resuming then

>> Fuck my life, you look so good Kookie, it's all your fault<<

He muttered, throwing himself on me limply. I let him drag me backwards on the mattress, and we kept silent for a while, his fingers toying with my hair

>>What are you planning to do?<<

I asked him, hoping to get this weight off of my chest, and internally just hoping for them to find out about me, and about us

>>For now, wish that they don't get to know. And if they do....I don't even want to imagine what will happen<<