As long as you love me (kevin and you)

The broken girl

Authors note in the end.

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"What do you mean I was part of a bet?"

I can't believe this. This just tops everything, I thought he only used me to get his ex jealous, but I guess not.

"Well, it wasn't exactly a bet, it was more of a threat. Basically, they said that if I don't go out with the worst looking girl in our school, they would spill out a secret about me...about my family" he sighed.

I swear to God, I want to hit him.

"And that gave you the right to use me?!" I was starting to get mad.

"No, but I had to do it. They chose another girl for me, but I wanted you because I knew about your feelings for me. I knew that I could take advantage of it and make it easier for me. At the time I didn't care about hoe you felt when I treated you the way I did, I was only focused on the secret and keeping it a secret forever. "

The way he explained it almost made me understand him.

Almost...

"Eli... You...You are the worst person I have ever met... You used me, just because you didn't want someone to spill out some secrets about you. How can I forgive that? Do you know how much you ruined my life? How much I cried for you?"

At this moment, I wasn't going to hold back my feelings anymore. It was now or never.

"Kyung Mi.."

"No! Let me speak!" I raised my voice.

"After you threw me away like trash, my parents died, I was left alone with Jun, I had to take care of him alone because my damn family didn't care about us. Do you know how hard that is? How hard it was to work all day, not being able to study or follow my dreams because I had to be an adult and take care of my brother, because I had to swallow up my feelings, my depression just so he wouldn't see just how tired and defeated I was.  Before you left me I felt that small hint of happiness, I felt like I was pretty enough to get a guy like you to like me, but after that, the way you treated me, the way you hid me from the public eye; after you left me, I realized how wrong I was..."

I gulped as the tears ran down my cheeks, I hated this, I hated being so weak in front of people. But i needed to get my feelings out.

"Everyday I looked in the mirror and all I saw was a disgusting girl who was destined to be alone... All i saw was a monster... You said it yourself, you picked me because i was the ugliest girl in school. Do you know that feeling? Of course you wouldn't" I laughed.

"Please.." He begged.

"I still feel like that you know... Like a monster... It never goes away. And it never will. All that...because of you, because you had to keep that secret, so you didn't mind breaking me more than I already was. But I forgive you now, but that does not mean that I will forget just how much you broke, not just my heart, but the girl who carries it..."

I ran...I ran as far away as I could, not looking back at the man who now says that he wants another chance with me...from the man who turned me into the girl that I am to today...

A broken girl...

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Hey guys, I know it's been a long time since I've updated, I'm just not feeling the story anymore. But I you guys want me to keep writing I will. Just tell me of I should keep going.

Anyways hope you guys enjoy the chapter and hopefully, I'll see you guys in the next one.
Bye.

Love, V.