The First Girl I Loved

#6

Lucy's POV

It's already 4am. I was awoken by the alarm I set last night. I felt Madison moving a little closer and draping her arms on my waist. I propped at my elbow to look at her more comfortably. I have to use the remaining time that I have to just look at her or anything.

I couldn't help myself so I traced her soft skin with just the tip of my finger. My finger brushed further along her cheek to her nose. I couldn't help but smile when she scrunched her nose as a reaction. I moved a little closer so that I can reach her thick brows. I began running my fingers to her hair slowly. I stopped and sighed at the thought that I will be leaving today and might took long there in Manila.

I am still here in Brazil. I became part of their women's team and successfully won at the Annual Women's Cup and recently at the National's Cup. I met so many great players here in Brazil and had contacts with them. I already have a lot of friends here, especially my Brazilian teammates and the coaches. It's like my home now. It will take time to adjust there in Manila. My old coach asked me to play for them because one of their players got injured and one of them quit. They need 1 more player that's why he called me. I didn't hesitate to say yes because my contract here in Brazil had already ended. I just need to make some contracts so I'll be legal to play with them. I still have contacts with my old teammates so I think there will be no problem. Except for the fact that I will be seeing her again. Stacy.

I heard that she broke up with her boyfriend a year ago. I was surprised and shocked about it. But the thing that surprised me more is that she announced that she is a lesbian.

Dug. Dug. Dug

I shooked my head and sat a little so that my head was rested comfortably at the headboard. Why do I care about her anyways? Besides she terribly broke my heart before and took a long time to heal.

I closed my eyes and remembered her smile that made me fall for her.

"Ugh, Lucy stop. You have the guts thinking about her when your girlfriend is here lying beside you? Uggh" I shooked my head and opened my eyes.

I didn't even planned to commit any relationship at first because I'm not yet over Stacy. But Madison came to my life and changed everything. She is one of my teammates here in Brazil. We became really good friends at first. There's no denying that she is really pretty and very good at soccer. We both have many similarities as a person or as a soccer player.

After few months of being friends, she confessed that she already have feelings for me. I'm shocked at first because I didn't even know that she is, well, into girls so I refused. But she didn't stopped approaching me and doing sweet things that anyone hadn't done. Until I finally gave in and we became official.

We've been living together for almost a year now. That's why it's hard for the both us to be away from other. It's time for me to get ready so I slowly removed her arm off my waist and went to straightly to the bathroom. I took my towel and entered the shower room.

After showering, I wrapped my towel on me and went to my closet. I picked a simple shirt and a denim jacket with matching denim jeans and boots. I applied a light make-up and prepared my bag.

I grabbed my bag after and then put it on the sofa first. I went to my girlfriend and hugged her tightly on her behind. She turned around and opened her eyes sleepily. I couldn't help but kiss her on the lips.

"Goodmorning baby," I whispered and pressed my forehead on hers

"What's so good in the morning when you're going to leave me for weeks, for months, or maybe for a year?" she asked while looking away from me

God, why is she doing this to me??

"Mads, baby. We talked about this yesterday right?" I cupped her cheeks and felt her moving closer to me, "We'll see each other again, babe. I'm not leaving for good. I'll call you or text you everyday, everynight just to update you everything. I promise so you don't have to worry about me. However, it will be hard for me to not see your pretty face everyday," I wiped her cheeks and leaned even closer, "It will be hard for me not to kiss this everyday," I kissed her nose lightly, "..this," then kissed both of her cheeks, "..and this," I placed my thumb at her lips and touched it affectionately, "I will miss you more than you know."

I kissed her full lips and felt her kissing back gently. I folded my arms around her neck and she placed her hands on my waist pulling me closer. She opened her mouth and didn't hesitate to let my tounge meet hers. I heard her quiet moan and she suddenly pulled in the bed so that she was on top of me.

"You know that I can tie you here in the bed and just keep you here with me, you know?" she pinned both of my wrist above my head and looked at me intently

"Baby, I'm sorry but I need to go," I answered genuinely

She let out a sigh and kissed me all over my face for the last time.

"Why don't go with me, tho?" I suggested

"No matter how much i want to, I can't. There are things that I need to do as the team captain. I can't just leave my responsibilities here that easily. You know that," she answered

"Right" I pouted and she leaned in again to kiss me. I felt her tounge brushing my lips before pulling away.

"You need to go, you're running late. If we continue this, I might consider tying you here in bed and continue my parting gift," she smirked smugly, "I actually regretted that I stopped you last night" she's the one pouting now

She grabbed my hand and pulled me up. We hugged and exchanged kisses for the last time.

"Promise that you won't have any girl in your life beside me?" she looks right into my eyes and i gulped.

Damn why would she say that to me? I feel confused for a second but i didn't mind it and, "Promise"

I don't believe and trust myself.

The fact that i'll be with my first love after two years.

I admit i still have fucking something for that girl. I don't understand but i think it should stop.

It should. Stupid heart.

We said ily's and goodbye's before I finally left.

Looking back at the building for the very last time, I sighed and entered the cab. Manila, here I come.