The First Girl I Loved

#17

Lucy's POV

"Alright, ummm. We're going to oh no, to the right!" I shook my head and laughed at her. I obliged to what she said and turned right.

"Hey let's stop at McDonald's, there!" she said happily

"Okay, your treat" I said while smiling at how energetic she was despite the fact that she's still injured in her right hand

"What? Buy your own!" she crossed her arms and stick her tounge out to me

I never seen her childish side before. But I must say, I really love it.

I mean I find it adorable.

"Okay, no McDonald's--"

"Fine, my treat" I looked at her and saw her pouting while looking outside the window. I smiled even more and can't help but pinch her cheeks.

It's a friendly gesture, right?

I saw the corner of her mouth curving which means she's smiling as well.

I made my way to the drive thru and waited for the car in front until it leaves.

"Goodmorning Maam/Sir, Can I get your order please?"

Stacy said all of our orders because she's the one paying for it.

I move to the next counter to get our order and pay for it.

"You're so evil. You'll treat me next time," she said while giving me a playful glare

"I'll think about it," I said while snatching fries

"Who said you can get one? I'm the one who pay for it buy your own," she said while giggling

I pouted and drive back to the highway.

"Aww, you want some?" she asked while tempting me with those damn fries

I looked at her and pouted again.

"Here, I'm just kidding," she laughs while holding the fries which I didn't refused to eat

I smiled at her happily and she continued feeding me like a baby. She moved and shifted into more comfortable position as she pulled her legs up into her seat.

"You're lucky because I'm left-handed," she said while holding the burger for me

"But still unlucky to injure the right one," I said while biting to the burger that she's holding

She reached for the radio and turned it on.

"And the no. 1 for today's top 5 most wanted song is," -radio

Now playing: Strangers by Halsey ft. Lauren Jauregui

"She doesn't kiss me on the mouth anymore

'Cause it's more intimate, than she thinks we should get

She doesn't look me in the eyes anymore

Too scared of what she'll see, somebody holding me"

"Oh my God! I know that song!" she screamed and sing along

I can't help but sing along too, knowing that I'm also a fangirl myself for both singers especially Lauren, being a part of my favorite girl group Fifth Harmony :))

"When I wake up all alone

And I'm thinking of your skin

I remember, I remember what you told me"

She looked at me in disbelief, "Gosh, you know it too??"

I smiled and wore my shades to protect my eyes from the sun.

"How can I not?"

"Said that we're not lovers, we're just strangers

With the same damn hunger

To be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all"

We are both singing like crazy and she's literally freaking out at Lauren's solo right now.

"Oh my babygirl, here she comes," she squeals and jumped off her seat

"She doesn't call me on the phone anymore

She's never listening, she says it's innocent

She doesn't let me have control anymore

I must've crossed a line, I must've lost my mind"

"God, you're a fangirl!" I said while laughing my ass out

"You just don't know," she said while giggling ," and so you are! I know it"

"Hell yeah! But you know I'm driving right? I can't just freak out right now in the middle of the road,"

"I miss the mornings with you laying in my bed

I miss the memories replaying in my head

I miss the thought of a forever, you and me

But all you're missing is my body, oh"

I looked at her and was amazed to how she hit that 'ohh' note at the end. She have a great voice actually. She smiled at me and continued singing.

"Wow you have a nice voice"

"Thanks, that was so nice. I just can't stop freaking out," I looked at her and saw how red her face was right now.

"Aww it's okay, I know the feels" she finally smiled at me and finished slurping her drink

Time passed by so quickly just her and I jamming with the songs on the radio. I can't stop but stare sometimes at her when she's singing. It just very soothing and I just love her voice.

It's already past noon, 2pm to be exact. But we're still here in the road. I stopped at the red light and looked at the person sitting on the passanger seat who obviously fell asleep, maybe because of too much singing and screaming and stuffs.

I smiled but felt uncomfortable to her position. I slowly moved her head and put the pillow that I got on the backseat. She scratched her head, still half-asleep, and rested her head comfortably on the pillow that I put on the side off the car window. I placed another pillow on her lap where she can rest her injured hand safely.

I smiled even more wider and just wanted to kiss her right now. She looks really cute and pretty small in her current position. I don't ever want this day to end--

*BEEP *BEEP

I blinked repeatedly and returned my eyes to the road. The cars behind are honking repeatedly signifying there annoyance at my stupidity of not moving.

"What the fuck are you even thinking, Lucia?" I whispered to myself and fixed my glasses. I shook my head not even wanting to look at the beautiful girl sitting beside me.

What the actual fuck am I thinking earlier? I'm feeling super weird myself. Kissing her? Really? Have I just lost my nuts?

As if on cue my phone suddenly vibrated. Popping a message from my girlfriend.

Girlfriend.

How can i forget about my girlfriend?

Oh, I feel so bad. I feel terrible.

I should just focus driving before I drive myself really crazy.

I fixed my glasses and tucked the strand of loose hair on my ear.

"Better get your shit together Lucy," I whispered to myself