My name is Hell

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

    

      

Nakaupo ako sa bench habang nakatingin sa kanya. Mukhang kinakalma niya ang sarili niya bago makipag usap sakin.

"Stop spying on me. I know what you're doing." sabi niya. So alam pala niya. Kaya galit siya? Tsk, walang kwenta.

Hindi ko muna siya sinagot. Hindi ko kase alam ang sasabihin ko eh. Naramdaman kong nagvibrate ang phone ko. Kinuha ko ito at nasiyahan sa nakita ko.

"Ah BC, pwede mamaya ka na lang manermon sakin? I just gotta take this call." hindi ko na siya hinintay sumagot at masayang tinanggap ang tawag mula kay Tanner.

   

"Babe! I miss you. How come you just called right now? You got me so worried, are you okay? Did something happen? What--"

"Hell." sabi niya , napatigil naman ako. Parang ang lungkot niya. May nangyari ba?

"Y-yeah?" tanong ko.

"Im... Im breaking up with you." There he said it. Napatigil ako. Naikuyom ko ang mga palad ko.

"W-what?" Ulit ko.

"Im sorry. Im breaking up with you. It's just not working. This relationship is not for us."

"That is bullshit." Naisagot ko na lang.

"Im sorry. I've been trying to tell you this. If you didn't go Philippines, maybe we had this one fixed. You didn't listen. How selfish of you. Im tired of this. I really am tired.I wanna end this. I don't love you anymore."

"No, no you cant do this to me." galit na sabi ko.

"Please, im breaking up with you."

"NO." matigas na sabi ko.

"You. are. not. breaking. up. with. me." sabi ko, emphasizing every single word.

"You don't have the right to break up with me. Because I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU! Stupid motherfucker! Don't dare speak to me again, asshole! Know what Tanner? You're such a jerk. A big JERK!"

I ended the call. Hinihingal pa ako na tinignan ang phone ko. Huminga ako ng malalim. This can not be. What the heck is his reasons? I need an acceptable reason.

"Tough luck." napalingon ako kay BC. Diko namalayan na nandyan lang pala siya kanina.

"Here!" sabay hagis sakin ng something. Sinalo ko naman ito. Tinignan ko kung ano yun. Bubble gum?

"Chill out." sabi niya sakin at naglakad na palayo. Nang tuluyan na siyang makaalis, binuksan ko ito at kinain. Gigil kong kinagat kagat ang bubble gum na iyon. Parang dun ko nilalabas lahat ng frustrations ko. Nakatulong din ang mint flavor nito.

Even if I love him so much. I wont let that break up bring me down.  I've gone through so much pain already. I can take this one. I still can survive. Life moves on, so am I.

         

          

BC's POV

       

I'm so mad at her because of what she did. How can she spy me just like that? And talk back in front of the whole school? Who the fuck she know she is? Im about to shout at her but somebody called her.

     

"Babe! I miss you. How come you just called right now? You got me so worried, are you okay? Did something happen? What--"