Destiel Oneshots

Natsukashii

(Adj.) A warm, sudden feeling of sentimentality n which small things bring back some old, good memories while one remembers the fondness and goodness of that time.

Dean felt a tinge of pain and heartache through the overwhelming numbness. He held Cas' coat in his arms.

He couldn't come to terms with the fact. No he wouldn't. Not yet.

He buried his face into the familiar scent breathing it in. He leaned back into the bed clutching the coat to his chest.

He remembered the first time he said "I love you". It was extremely cliche now thinking back at it but it brought back memories and emotions that he hadn't felt since the numbness set in.

They were sitting on the motel bed when Dean offered to go outside.

Sitting on the hood of baby the world seemed to disappear as he looked at Cas. He was swimming in his eyes, on the brink of drowning.

The words slipped from his mouth catching him by surprise.

"I love you"

Cas smiled "I know" he replied "and I love you as well"

Dean suddenly regretted all the fights, all the yelling, ignoring. Cas was gone now and he felt empty.

He curled up with Cas' coat letting the sobs wrack through his body. He had to make it through this.

"I need you" Dean choked back holding onto the jacket-- his lifeline "I need you so much"

Dear god this is cheesy and cliche I'm sorry.