Destiel Oneshots

Lost and Found

So I just watched the new supernatural episode (13.01) and I got inspired to write this so yes it contains minor spoilers but I changed almost all of it.
But you can download the cw app and watch it for free so there you go.

Dean walked into the room, staring at the table. There lay Cas, under the sheet. Dean couldn't bear to make himself look. How could he? His best friend lied dead only a couple feet away.

He let out a shaky breath. It hurt. It hurt like hell. He knew this time they would not get him back.

He choked back tears as he flipped the sheet up. It was same old Cas, the one he would joke around with, the adorably clueless one, the one he got in fights with, the one who would give his life to protect, but most importantly, the one he loves.

"Cas" Dean shakily said "I wish it didn't come to this" a tear fell from his eyes.

"I'm so sorry Cas, you're the one thing in this world other than Sam that I care about. I didn't do anything to try and stop Lucifer, it's my fault, I could have done something, I let you die"

He flexed his jaw as he looked down at Cas, eyes full of sorrow. Tears blurred his vision, emotions gripped his heart. Cas was dead and he couldn't do anything about it.

"Damn it" Dean said frustrated. He buried his head in his hands.
"Damn it Cas I love you, I love you so much and now you're dead"

Dean turned and punched the wall. He didn't care that his knuckles stung as they bled. He just kept punching the wall before his knuckles were to bloody and numb, until he was out of breath, until he couldn't stand the pain. He collapsed against the splintered wall.

"I just can't believe you're gone"