Aeviternal

10

Jake p.o.v

I stormed into the house, slamming the red wood door and taking a deep breath, there was silence. Everything was fine, everything was kept together before she came again to make my life a storm and for the first time when I allow myself to do what I actually have been wanting to do for so long she tells me to leave, she tells me that she will destroy me avoiding the fact that I've destroyed myself way before she even laid eyes on me again.

"Everything okay?"

Patricia spoke from behind me, I turned on my hill slightly and closed my eyes for a second, she was always there and even though I should have been appreciating a women like this, patricia wasn't perfect not in the past of that I'm sure.

"Everything is okay"

I assured her as I walked past her and into our living room, there was silence after that and I fell back into the cushion of the brand new couch Patricia had bought, she had an empty heart where I didn't belong not because she didn't want me there but because I always wanted to escape, so she bought things, things she didn't need to fill up that hole. I couldn't blame, couldn't judge her, I was the one failing her anyways. Everything used to be more simple until I met and fell in love with kataleah, fresj faced teacher who everyone looked up to because of my accomplishments.

Kataleah was so beautiful, so rebellious anyone who denied having a crush on her in that high school was a liar and I fell along with everyone else, except she wanted me too, we wanted each other, I can't even blame her for the chaos in my life as I've created my own chaos.

Kataleah p.o.v

"You must be out of your mind, kataleah" my mother spoke breathless, I looked down at my hands ashamed, it felt like the time me and Jake finally got caught, it was nerve wrecking, for the first time I felt afraid of everything. " see I could forgive you when you were young, young people are capable of anything just to make their parents upset" she spoke breathlessly "but now? You are a grown women kataleah! You are going to break that family apart!" Tears slipped down my cheeks, she was right.

"Wait mom-" Robbie Interrupted

"Don't you dare Robert "She screamed, she had walked in on me and Jake kissing along with Robbie , I took a deep breath and kept my composure, in reality I just wanted to break down into a heaving mess. "Mom, I'm just going to wait till my fathers funeral passes then I'm going to pack my bags and leave to where I came from, call you on Sundays like normal, text Robbie  like normal and everything else will be back to normal, no little town

drama, no gossip for the neighbors, just ordinary life back again" I stood up and shook my head and basically crawled up the steps.

I could hear my brother muttering words to my mother and then her speaking back but I was too stuck in my own sorrow to even listen to her, I closed my room door quietly and slipped inside my bed. You've ever reached for something that you wanted so bad but it just kept getting further away from you, that was Jake to me.

*
"People will catch us kata" he whispered into my ear as I left love marks down his chest, he was nervous, his eyes fixed on the classroom door rather then on my chest, I hummed and pulled myself away from him as I undid his belt. "Technically no professor Gyllenhaal, you see they are all at the pep rally" I muttered before unbuttoning his dress shirt, he had came in so handsome this morning, teaching the class, making the other girls laugh, driving me insane.

"We can't base these things on technicality kataleah...." he moaned as I bit down his chest, I giggled "stop being a teacher for a second and touch me" I looked up into his beautiful eyes and there were wrinkles once he smiled, he lifted me up and sat me on his desk, I watched him As he rushed over to lock the door and shut the blinds. I laughed and pushed the things off his desk, he basically ripped the blouse off as he got In between my legs.

*
I woke up to Robbie singing in this house, sure this house is a huge waist of space because I know for a fact most of these rooms are stuffed with my moms love for decoration, but Robbie had a big mouth and he was at his peak in the mornings, that I know. I groaned and sat up and looked over at my phone, I have been managing this whole time work from my phone but back at home I was such a workaholic that this was not good enough for me, I had been dealing my urges to call the receptionist and honestly ask her if the place has gone into flames without me, I know my boss told me to take as much time as I needed that they would fit my old work into sections of the magazine but ugh I hated it.

There was a slight knock on my door, I put my hair up in a bun and popped a mint in my mouth because I know Robbie wasn't going to get out anytime soon and I know my morning breath was beyond unappealing "come in" I spoke, my voice raspy from sleep, my mother walked in with a tray full of breakfast, I had one of those comedy shows look into the camera moments, I told you guys she was extra.

"Hey honey, I know some of the life events that happen to you are out of your reach, I apologize for the way I might have made you feel yesterday, I'm so sorry"

I smiled slightly as she sat on the edge of the bed and placed the tray on my lap. "I understand mom, I know you only want the best of me, I'm used to it" she hummed and caressed my cheek and smiled "you look so much like your father you know, he was so proud of it, he would proudly tell everyone that you took after him" I smiled and held onto my mothers hand still on my cheek "I bet he is looking down at you proud mom, your handling this well, he loved you a lot" she let out a shaky breath and nodded, she sat up and left through the door.

I know she was trying to hold it all together for us but I know sooner or later she will break down. I took a bite of my waffles and then skipped over to my suit case and scrambled through the content, I pulled out a shirt and some jeans and laid it on my bed and opened the door to my room walking over to the bathroom, I knocked loudly "get out!!!!" There was 3.5 bathrooms in this house, but I loved bothering Robbie ALOT.

I heard him groan and shut the water off and I smiled slightly, the door bell rang but I was more focused on brushing my teeth then anything, I know my mother would get it, both doors opened at the same time.

"There's like 3 bathrooms in this house kata!"

Robbie exclaimed followed by

"Oh, hello Patricia"

From my mother downstairs.