Love is a Verb (Riley/Before You Exit)

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K a i t l i n

I have never been in America and I never knew why and maybe, no I know I am just an ordinary girl, nothing special and absolutely nothing to boast. Maybe it's a way to say that I wasn't blessed to have everything but I'm now quite content with how I view myself. It took time, but what difficult decisions doesn't take up a lot of time. Traveling seemed beautiful at first but leaving permanently wasn't. Rushed decisions and rushed planning turned on to traveling to the middle and staying there for good. How must it feel to say the word no? I never knew. Oh how I wish I knew.

Is it me or am I just weird? No, I'm definitely weirder than anybody else.
So, I'm waiting for her call cause I'm too lazy to push her number into my dial pad. I logged into my laptop and opened my facebook. To keep in touch with my friends. So I chatted with Julianne or Chay as I call her.

Chay: Hey!

That's what was written on the screen. It was sent a few hours ago but she is still online so it's all cool.

Me: hey!

Chay: How are you? :)

Me: And you?

Chay: I'm fine too. Don't speak English with me. You're like a different person when you speak English. Although, I am speaking English too.

Me: Lol. Sorry. I'm just used to it.

Chay: Nah, it's not really a problem. Let's Skype. The others are here.

Me: Alright!

I opened my Skype and waited for the buzzing call. Thirty seconds later the buzzing starts and I clicked answer revealing my ugly friends that I missed dearly.

"Chaaay!" And there goes my friend. She's the only girl that stayed by me even if I left. She was the only person that didn't played with my feelings when it's already been played too many times to count. She's someone who you can really rely on in times of need.

"Hi." I waved politely. This is me getting shy even though we're that close.

"Kaitlin!" I heard voices and soon enough three faces pops up. Michael, Isaac and Raymond.

"Oh hey." I replied. "So you're the ones that she's referring to that's with her." I continued on saying as they cheerfully nod.

"Yeah. How are you? You're losing weight.Promise. You look so different than before."Michael said and I held back a laugh. It's so weird coming from a guy.

"Psh. Nothing changed. I still look boring. " I waved them off. Nothing changed with me. I would know if I did and I didn't.

"Let her be. She never believes us.. She's losing weight and she's getting prettier but she still wouldn't believe us.Same old attitude." Isaac said.

"Precisely. So any good news or what not? Why did you asked me to Skype?" I asked them to make up for not talking to them when I had the time.

"Ex boyfie news." Julie says. I frowned. I don't understand why they keep on reminding me things about him. It's not like I would do anything anyways.

"You do know that I don't really care anymore?" I made sure that my voice sounds like I don't really care. I think I don't anymore.

"Yea but you need to know that he has a girlfriend now." I stared at her. I knew this was coming soon. It's not like he can keep a damn promise intact.

I raised my eyebrow at her. "And so?"

"He told you before that you'll be his first and last." She reminds me.