Dear Josh..
50 days. 50 days Josh. The most painful 50 days. Of my life. Of the rest of my life.
This letter will be short. I am so scared, scared of everything. Of anything. I want you. I need you.
I need you Josh.
Love Jen
{I'm sorry it's so bad! I couldn't think of anything but I hadn't updated and yeah, this is what I could come up with}