Running Low {S.M}

VII - Like This

Elena.

I came home that day and tried to get my mind in order.  I kissed Shawn and just walked out.  I regretted that so much, but I knew I had a lot on my plate right now.

I mean he just told me my boyfriend was cheating on me.  Of course I already knew it, but I was just denying it because he was my best friend.

I've known him for such a long time that's it's hard for me to believe he did something like this.  We used to tell each other everything, but I guess not anymore.

I sat in bed just crying to myself.  I didn't know what to do except lay there like I was nothing.  In this very moment I felt like I was nothing.

Just then, I heard the garage door open which meant Will was home.  I moved to my side of the bed and acted like I was asleep.

I closed my eyes once I heard him coming up the steps.  I heard shuffling in the room and I tried to hold in my cries.

A few minutes later, he came to bed and wrapped one of his arms around me.  For a second I felt like I was home, but I realized I couldn't be here with him anymore.

I rolled over to face him and he placed a small kiss on my forehead.  I opened my eyes to look at him, and already saw him smiling down at me.

"Hey baby," he mumbled while pulling me closer to him.

"Hi," I said and tried pulling away from him.

I guess now it's time to break the ice.

I completely pulled away from him and got up from the bed.

"Hey? I thought you liked to cuddle?" He asked and I just looked at him.

"Have you been cheating on me?" I blurted out and his eyes went wide.

"Babe, what are you talking about?" He asked and got up from the bed.

"With some chick named Maria," I hissed as he walked up to me.

"No.  Elena I told you it was for work," he mumbled while trying to put his hands on my shoulders.

"Bullshit Will!" I said and pushed him away from me.

"What the hell Elena!" He said and I just crossed my arms in front of my chest.

"I trusted you! How could you do this to me? We were best friends for Christ sake Will!" I shouted.

"Elena I love you! I only love you.  Why would you accuse me of something I'm not capable of?" He said and walked towards me again.

"I don't buy any of that Will.  Shawn told me everything!" I yelled and his whole emotion changed.

"Seriously? You believe him? I'm your boyfriend Elena!" He yelled and all the sudden I felt a hard pressure wrapped around my hand.

"Let go of me!" I said and his eyes filled with anger.

"I gave everything to you Lena! The fact that you think I would cheat on you is absolutely ridiculous!" He said and his grip got tighter.

"Will you're hurting me," I pleaded but I could tell he didn't care.

"I don't give a shit, you listen to me and only me you understand!" He yelled and pushed me to the ground.

"Will stop please!" I screamed as his foot made contact with my right side.

"Why should I! You're such a little bitch if you can't take one hit!" He said and kicked me again.

"Stop! Please! Baby please!" I yelled and next thing I knew I was picked up off the ground and thrown on the bed.

"I love you, can't you see that Maria!" He said and tears were pouring out of my eyes.

"Will please it's me Elena," I screamed and his eyes grew darker.

"I knew I should've just taken your virginity and left your ass a long time ago," he hissed and started unbuckling his pants.

"Will please don't do this," I said but I was silenced by his hand covering my mouth.

"This is going to be one night you'll never forget Elena," he whispered in my ear.

~~~

It's been a couple of days since what happened with Will.  I feel completely numb.  So much pressure had just been thrown on me, and I can't seem to process anything.

Will had just left for work, and he didn't seem to give a damn about me.  He took my virginity which I told him I wanted to save, but he didn't care.

That night I didn't know who he was.  I still don't.  He's not the same guy I used to know.

Currently I was standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom.  My eyes were puffy from the amount of crying I had been doing.  I didn't want any of this to happen.

Why did it have to happen to me? Lately my side has been hurting like crazy and right now it felt worse to the point where I couldn't even walk.

Why couldn't things just be simple?