"I'm not that good at dancing."
"Well that's why I'm here."
"And you think you can actually teach me?"
"If you'll let me."
"I will, I mean how hard could it be?"
"You actually think you can keep up with me?"
"I'll definitely try to."
"Well then...5...
We had just gotten home and I immediately jumped into bed.
"You tired?" I heard Shawn ask as he kicked off his shoes.
"Very," I groaned and he smiled while laying down next to me.
I rolled over so I would be facing the ceiling. I started fumbling with my fingers and picked my left hand up to examine it.
I saw the perfect ring on my finger and blushed at the sight of it.
"I love you, you know that right?" I whispered to Shawn as he wrapped me up in his arms.
"Of course, and I love you," he whispered and placed a small kiss at the top of my head.
"So where do you'll think we'll be, like a few years down the road?" I asked while snuggling into his chest.
"Well I hope we'll be married by then, and I don't know," he said and I nodded.
"No kids?" I asked and he just shrugged.
"I didn't know you wanted any," he said and pulled away from me a bit.
"Shawn, of course I do. Especially with you," I said and he nodded.
"When exactly?" He said and I shrugged.
"Well I always wanted to be a young parent as weird as it may seem. I mean my parents had me at seventeen, but of course it wasn't intentional, but for me, I guess I want it to be."
"What do you mean?" He asked and I just looked at him while grabbing one of his hands.
"Like I want to be able to connect with our child you know? I believe that the closer in age you are to them, you can keep up with them. I'm not saying that having a baby way older is bad or anything, but I just don't want to lose a connection with our child."
"I see, so you want a baby?" He asked and I just looked at him again.
My mind was trying to process his small simple words. Of course I wanted a baby. I've wanted one ever since things got serious between us. I mean we've talked about our future together a lot, and I think I am ready.
It may be too soon, but I know what I want. First it was him, and now it's this next step I'm ready to take with him. A baby is what I want, but I don't know if it's what he wants.
"Do you want a baby with me?" I questioned and he just looked down at our hands.
"Of course I do baby. I've wanted one with you for so long, but I just didn't want to put that pressure on you," he said and I smiled.
"So can we?" I asked shyly while pulling him closer to me.
"You want to make a baby?" He asked with a slight smirk and all I could do was laugh.
I pressed my lips to his, and it instantly heated up with passion. He pulled away and looked at me.
"Are you sure this is what you want Lena?" He asked and I nodded.
"I want this Shawn. I'm ready for a baby with you," I said and pulled him to my lips again.
We then fell back onto the bed. Here's to the future.
*Four Months Later*
"Shawn what are you doing," I giggled as he buried his head in my chest.
"I'm scared baby," he said and I turned off my phone.
Right now we were laying in bed watching a horror movie on my phone. We have a TV in the living room, but neither of us wanted to get up.
"You're such a chicken," I laughed and picked his head up to look at me.
"Hey don't blame me for not liking horror movies!" He complained and flipped us over so that I was on top.
"How could you not like horror movies? They're the best kind of movies," I said and he shook his head.
"No the girl crawling out of the TV is the sign of Satan. I don't like her or any of those demons you say are cool," he said and I just laughed.
"Oh wow you're a little girl aren't you," I teased and placed small kisses on his face.
"I am, now let's just cuddle please," he said and wrapped his arms around me.
"Only because you give the best cuddles," I giggled and buried my face into the crook of his neck.
"I love you," he said and kissed the side of my head.
"I love you too," I whispered into his ear.
Just then, I felt this sharp pain erupt in my stomach. Next thing I knew, I was balling my eyes out begging for the pain to stop.
"Lena! Baby what's wrong," I heard Shawn say as I looked up to the ceiling.
I heard myself screaming, waiting for the pain to stop. I couldn't even feel Shawn comforting me, only the pain that felt as if I was being stabbed multiple times.
What was happening to me?
A/N:
GUYS! ITS SHAWNS BIRTHDAY AND IM CRYING!! I literally can't feel anything. I sent him messages and everyone in the Mendes army, it's from you too!
He's getting so old it makes me cry😭
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Also, let's be real, he's probably drinking right now since he's freaking legal! Be sure to leave him some awesome birthday messages because trust, he LOVES them.
