This is going to be confusing but try to stick with me on this:
I hate have such amazing friends who care so much about me because it always makes me feel like and attention hog. And it makes it harder because they are all so completely wonderful and it makes me feel bad for hating myself so much. They make me feel like I should just be happy and perfect, I know they don't mean to but they are all so perfect and if being the most recent addition to the group wasn't enough I also am the least perfect and the bit*hiest.
