So today I decided not to eat, I've been feeling really bad about my body lately so I didn't eat anything besides a few orange slices because I didn't want anyone at school to notice, not that they did anyway because when I stood up at the end of lunch to throw my plate away it looked like it hadn't even been touched. I know it's hard for my friends to understand but I have a constant battle with myself everyday, when I don't eat I get mad at myself because I know I let my friends down but I feel a little better about my body but when I do eat I hate myself so much more and it makes me not want to eat the next day but it makes my friends happy, there is no way to win.
I found this quote while randomly looking on google for depressing quotes and poems which is basically what I do every night:
"You have to choose, yourself or your friends, your body or your friends happiness, love or getting better; the choice is yours."
