I have this one friend who cares about me so so so so much, he will stay up all night texting me until I fall asleep or texting me at 4 in the morning because I had a nightmare and can't go back to sleep. He always knows how to help me, how to fix my problems... and it makes me feel so needy and useless because I don't know how to help him through his problems. Sometimes I wish he wasn't so amazing and helpful but then I think about the promise I made to him and that if I hadn't made that promise I would have new cuts on my legs and probably wouldn't have started writing this.
