Starting Again VernonxReader

Save Me

Run

(AOHOHOOHOHOO ;D GET IT?)

That's all I could think of. No clue where to go. Just run

Anhour and a half later I'm still going. It's chilly so I wrap my arms around me as if that could help warm me up. Uncontrollable tears streaming down my cheeks. Cars honking here and there yelling at me to get out of their way but I ignore everything.

I'm so stupid for not being able to resolve this. Stupid. Stupid.

Should I go back? No. I need more time.

None of this would've happened if I just trusted Hansol. But how was I supposed to not think the way I did?

I hear my phone ringing. I slowly pull it out and see the caller ID.

It read ChimChim

Before I put my phone away I recieve another call. This time from Hansol.

I turn my phone off and shove it back in my pocket.

The darker it gets, the chillier it is. I quiver even more than before and wrap my arms around me even tighter. I want to be in his arms. Where it's warm and safe. I want everything to be like it used to be.

I drown in my thoughts not paying attention to my surroundings.

Not paying attention I cross a street without looking

Midway into the street I hear a car honking. I turn around to look. Panic. Fear. Carelessness. Feelings all mixed together. Bright lights flashing in my eyes.

Save me..

Sadness then fills me. I might live. I might not? I might leave without telling Hansol how much I love him. I won't feel his embrace one last time. His kisses.

(AhhahAAAA ;D Here it is again >:3)

"(Y/N)!" I hear a voice yell

I shut my eyes tightly waiting for the hit

Nothing

I feel a sudden and hard pull before I could feel the car hit me

"Are you okay?" 

I hear Hansol's voice but before I could say anything or look at him, I faint.

(Hansol's P.O.V)

"(Y/N)?!" I say as I catch (Y/N) in my arms "God no. Fuck. Thank god I was here to pull you away before you got hit" I said as my vision gets blurry

I carry (Y/N) into the car and make sure to not hurt her.

I drive to her house and take out the spare key to (Y/N)'s house

I carry her in and carry her to her room gently placing her on her bed

"Please be okay" I mumble as I grab her hand

I sit down next to her and kiss her cheek

(Y/N's P.O.V)

I wake up to Hansol's soft voice. I keep my eyes closed not feeling like opening my eyes.

"I... I'll understand if you.. want to be with Jimin now. Maybe you don't love me anymore. Maybe I wasn't good enough? I really tried to be the best for you. The best in your eyes. The best in your life. But, maybe I should let go. Of you. Of us. As much as it'll pain me, trust me, I'll understand"

Those words pained me as much as they pained him. I don't want us to be over. I need him in my life. I felt a sudden pang in my heart and I open my eyes with tears.

"No. I love you. I need you. Please don't leave."

"(Y/N)? You heard?" He asks surprised

I nod my head "I really want to be with you.. but I don't wanna hurt Jimin"

"So you believe me?"

"Yuri came over my house and told me the truth"

"She did that? I thought she wanted to get in between us"

I shake my head "I'm sorry. I never told you earlier. I just don't wanna hurt Jimin."

I suddenly hear Jimin shouting out for me

"(Y/N?!)" Jimin frantically yells

"Jimin..." I said looking at him

"Oh my god. Thank god you're safe" He said hugging me

"Thank Hansol. Because of him I'm safe" I say pulling away

He turns to look at Hansol blankly

"Thank you Hansol. Thank you very much"

"Anything for (Y/N)" Hansol says looking at me

"Mm" Jimin said getting closer to me

"I'll be leaving now" Hansol says looking at me the whole time he walks off cluching his fists

I've decided what to do. I'm going to tell Jimin I can't be with him. Thanks to Yoongi's words...

"(Y/N). You really worried me. Don't do that again please. I don't know what I'd do without you" Jimin said caressing my cheek

I'll do it... Just.. not today..

Author's Note

Okay seriously. What's up with me using BTS songs in this chapter 😂 One of my readers wanted me to update so here you to :D HOPE YOU ENJOYYEEDDD