Starting Again VernonxReader

Chapter 43

After yesterday, I feel much happier. Like I got a huge boulder off my shoulders. I can show my real smile. I can be relaxed

I wake up feeling relieved and I turn around to face Jimin. I turn and don't see anything.

"Jimin?" I quietly say as I look around the room. Where is he?

At the question, I smell a really good smell coming from the kitchen. I smile and get up. I quietly walk up to him and hug him from behind

(I know, this seems as if they were in a relationship but they're not. Not anymore ;-;)

"Good morning best friend" I say as I watch him make breakfast.

I wish I could do the same to Hansol. But I'll have him back soon enough. I smile to myself as I think of it.

"Good morning (Y/N)" He said smiling.

"Break's over and I have to go back to practice" I said sighing

"It's good though. It'll get things off your mind"

(I actually forgot the whole thing about you being in girl group so let's just say you were on break)

"You've never been to one of my practices have you?" I ask looking up at him

"Ani. We've been really busy. I'm sure you do amazing"

"Ah. Not as good as Krystal" I said letting go of him standing next to him

"Ani ani ani. You're the best. I know it" Jimin said coming down giving me a kiss on the cheek

"Jimin.."

"Don't worry. Just best friends. I know." He said smiling. Although I know his smile is forced.

"Give me time though" He said looking down at me "To forget about these feelings I have for you"

I stare at him and change the topic completely

"Ah.. Breakfast is getting burnt" I said pointing at the pan

"Mwo?" He asks looking down "O-OH! Pabo pabo!" He says as he starts panicking

"Oppa.." I say sighing turning off the stove

"Ah.. ne. Right. S-sorry"

"Jiminie Pabo" I said slapping his head

"Mwo? Aniii! Not that again. Damn it Taehyung"

Jimin finished making breakfast, we sat down, talked, ate, like best friends would. I'm glad to still have Jimin after all of this.

"I'll be back. Shower time" I said as I walked to my room

I got to my drawer to pick out clothes when I saw a necklace. The necklace Hansol gave me. I open it and see the picture. I miss this so much.

I also see the mp3 he gave me. I never actually listened to it. Guess I forgot

I press play and he begins talking

I sit down on my bed and listen with my eyes closed

"Y/N. The girl I love. The girl I want to be with forever. The girl that makes me want to continue on with my dreams. Everything is so easy when I'm with you. The girl I want. Ani ani... The girl I need. I don't know what I would do without you. We're currently on tour right now as you know and I miss you so much. I know you love me as much as I do. I miss the chills I would get everytime you touched me. Why do you drive me crazy like this (Y/N)? It's not fair. I really wanna be the best for you. Always. I don't know if I'll always reach my goal to treating you like a queen but I know I will always love you. Always. Under any circumstances I will always love you. Please don't ever doubt that. Amd don't ever stop loving me. You know... we still haven't done it... Just kidding ma lady~ I'll wait for you. Ah that was so embarassing to say. Why did I say that..

"I AM N0T A DRAMAQUEEN!" I hear Seungkwan say

"Ah.. sorry about that.. Seungkwan is fighting with Mingyu.. those boys.

I start laughing and continue to listen

I miss you. I can't put into words how much I love you. Saranghae my lady~"

I smile and put it back in my drawer.

"I love you too Hansolie pabo"

I enter the shower happily knowing I will be in Hansol's arms by today.

Minutes pass by and I walk out of the shower shivering. I put the robe on but not even the robe seems to calm my shivers

I see clothes on my bed and grab them then see a note next to it

"Wear it for when you see Hansol again today ;) Looks really nice"

"Aish. Was he looking through my stuff?" The sudden thought makes me flustered. Not my UnDeRgArMeNtS!

I put the clothes Jimin chose for me and smile

"I like this outfit too" I said walking out seeing Jimin on the couch watching tv

"Hansol's almost here" Jimin says smiling

"Mwo? Really?!" I say as a smile like an idiot. I look at Jimin and see a hurt look and my smile suddenly falls.

As I look around I hear the doorbell ring and I go fastly waddling to the door and see Hansol

My BaBy >:3

"(Y/N)..."

~Author's Note~

GUYS I AM SO SORRY I LEFT FOR LIKE A MONTH OR SO. MY CREATIVITY LEFT AND I HAVE LEGIT NOTHING. Im also sorry this chapter was crappy af. I will try to improve ;-;