Black Rape

The beginning

"No no no no" I screamed severally while trying to get away from him, he's a monster

"Oh come here" he pulled me by my hair

Leave me alone, i beg u. What do you want from me" I tried to free my hands from his grip but it had no use since he was strong

"I want you,and I think u better cooperate".
I tried to understand what he meant by cooperating and soon it occurred to me what he was talking about and I tried to scream but he shut my mouth with one of his hands and slapped me when I tried to free myself from his grip, holding me tightly now with one of his hand still on my mouth he used the other to loosen his belt I kept watching him remove the belt from the trousers it was like a movie to me, watching as a man was soon about to destroy my life and take away my virginity. I had no idea of what to do, his hand was still on my mouth and he already wounded my hands. I was so scared I wished it was a dream or a nightmare I could do with that but not this I closed my eyes and opened them again only to see him almost done with his belt,with fear in my heart I prayed this doesn't have to happen to me, this was my greatest fear, being raped.My sister and best friend had been raped before. I closed my eyes

God please don't let this happen to me,please I'll do anything you want please I beg you to save me.

I did what I thought was left for me and my only hope.It was left for only God to answer my prayers.

He finally pulled off the belt from the trousers and was pulling his zipper down.

"Please, I'm begging you don't do this to me"

"Shut up" he said harshly and slapped me then pulled my hands and put them behind the pole and I knew that if there was any act of kindness left in him I had stroked the last one when I screamed again as he came closer and slapped me again his eyes hardening and his jaw tightened he finally came closer and kissed my mouth forcefully. He took my hands and pushed me to the back his hands on my skirt,then he pulled me and dragged me up against the wall thrusting me hard and causing me to shriek in pain

Keep shut"he said and dragged my skirt down, I tried to stop him but he didn't listen to me and he pushed my hand away when I wanted to stop him

"Please"
Shut up" he put my hands behind my back and pulled my skirt off pulling it apart till it tore to pieces I felt ashamed I wanted to use my hands to cover my buttocks but he already put it behind my back and it really hurt then he pulled my pants off, I shut my eyes because I couldn't just imagine seeing my pain fold out before me, I just couldn't help the pain I was going to go through in some few minutes, I didn't want to cry so I'll know I was strong but really this was different, I didn't want this to happen to me, I was scared about this I dreamt of it sometimes and here it is about to happen. Before I could snap out of my thoughts, he tore my blouse into pieces I looked down and saw him fiddling with my bra, the only thing I had left on, so soon he removed it as well and I was naked, in the presence of a man I had never seen before or know anything about or even love. I got scared as I thought about the possible things that could happen to me, such as me getting pregnant, or having fistula. I didn't want to have a child for a rapist.

This isn't how I planned my life oh God.

And before i could say jack Robinson he was ready to thrust into me,to destroy my life not caring about what might happen

"I'm a virgin"I said under my breath

" I know, I can smell it, makes it better"

"Do you do this to everytime? I mean to other girls? You know this is wrong because I know you do have a conscience. Why do you keep doing it?"

He looked into my eyes and for a while I saw something flash across it,but before I could place it a slap landed on my face

He thrust into me,over and over and over again I didn't see him do it,how can I? I just felt it. I'll tell you something tho it hurt amongst any other thing that happened and could happen,it hurt the most  and was the beginning. The beginning

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