Dangerously Safe

36. Feelings

Part Two, Chapter 36 of ∂αngєяσυѕℓу ѕαfє?

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KATY'S POV:

"Oh my god!" I squealed as I held the thin sheet of blanket closer to my face. My hands gripped onto the fabric tightly as I pulled it over my nose; my eyes still attached to the T.V screen.

I am currently sitting in the lounge with Zayn and Niall watching Stranded. It's about three people -all relatives- who go to the most haunted destinations around the USA and stay their for a week, investigating about the paranormal and if there are spirits around the area. They aren't allowed to leave for the whole week and they have no calling device. Just a few cameras and clothing and food. They are pretty brave to go ahead and do something like that to be honest. If I was there, I was start running as far as I could from the destination. I know it's weird that I get scared of that and not the fact that i'm actually living with vampires, but I know these guys won't do harm. I feel comfortable around them.

"I know right, i'm getting t creeps!" Niall speaks up, his accent strong.

I hear Zayn sign from beside me. "You guys are pusšies. This is shit man, how can you get scared by it." Zayn shrugs as mine and Niall's mouth hangs open at the name he called us. At first I thought he was serious but the slight tug at the corner of his lips tells me that he is just joking.

"I don't know how you cannot find this frightening. I mean it seems like you're right there with them at the prison." I fight back. It's true, the three people were investigating at a prison somewhere in the US. It's a huge place.

"Uh huh. Well you guys can have nightmares later on. I'm going to bed. See ya." Zayn grumbles as he gets up and trudges towards the stairs but not before turning back to give me a sly wink. I felt the slight heat rush to my cheeks before I looked away and onto my lap.

I heard his footsteps fade away upstairs and my eyes ogle back to the bright T.V screen however my mind travels somewhere else. I think about how Zayn has been acting towards me. He is a fun and sarcastic kind of guy and at the same time he can be loving and sweet however I just can't find myself to feel as much attraction as I want towards him. My mind keeps going back to Harry just like it is right now...

I shake my head to get him out of my mind for now and move around a little. I stare at the red coloured leggings that cover my legs and again my thoughts take over me. All the other guys are either out with their girls or just sleeping upstairs. It is quite late so I understand why they're a sleep.

"You do know he likes you a lot." I'm taken out of my unnecessary thoughts where I hear Niall's thick voice bounce on the walls and reach my eardrum. It takes me a couple of seconds to realize what he said and I directed my observation towards his slumping figure on the couch.

I let out a sigh and hardly nod. "Yeah, I know." I push myself back into the couch and gaze back at the T.V. The advertisements decided to show up and I huffed. My heart aches to know that Harry will not be coming back anytime soon, i mean it's been two years and he hasn't come back yet. I haven't talked to anyone about how I feel about this and I remember the words a kind colleague advised me once.

"If you talk about it, the pain will seem less and you will feel like someone understands how you are feeling."

An indistinct smile spreads across my lips as I recollect the appearance of the female. She used to work close with me whilst my journalist career. I recall her shoulder length black hair and her dark brown eyes. She wasn't much but her heart was huge. She was the first person I ever met who actually communicated with me in a polite way and I was so grateful to her. She was older than me but there wasn't a huge difference. Her considerate advice kept playing in my head and I decided to actually talk my feeling out.