start over ; l.h. a.u. [sequel to friends]

seven

"She's not your Desi... She's mine."

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"What?" I ask.

"WHAT?!" I hear multiple voices yell. Turning around, I saw Ashton, Calum, and Michael with their mouths' wide open.

I turned back around and glance at Luke, who's eyes were full of anger that I could see in the fluorescent lights, then at Britney, who was more shocked than ever, and Alex, who was staring at me and I could've sworn he was winking.

"Excuse me?!" I hear Britney yell making my gaze snap to her, "Your Desi?! What are you-."

"I told you! Hands off my Desi you little fucker!" Luke grabbed Alex by his arms and aggressively pushed him against the wall with one side of his face against it. He locked both of his arms behind his back and leaned into his ear.

I quickly backed up into someone - anyone - and their arms wrapped around me while I covered me eyes. I didn't care who was holding me I just needed someone to hold on to.

"I don't want to take things to far but if you follow the things I'll tell you then we're clear. Okay. Don't touch Desi, don't talk to Desi... Don't look at her, don't go close to her, don't smile at her, don't make her laugh, don't even try to make a move on her,"

That's it.

I escaped from the person's grip and walked up close to the boys, pushing the both of them away from each other before things would actually get way out of hand.

But instead of Luke lecturing Alex more, it was me who was lecturing Luke.

I jabbed my finger into his chest and furrowed my eyebrows, "Why are you telling Alex all of these things? It should be Alex who should say all these things to you! Why? Because you broke me! You're the reasons for all my problems! You and your pretty little girlfriend was the reason why I put this party together. Heck! I scratched out our initials because of you! I even returned the necklace! See this?!" I pulled down the rim of my shirt just to show my bare chest a bit and pointed, "Necklace? Gone! Childhood! A big, motherfucking... Lie!"

The tears that I held in for to long came streaming down my face. I couldn't hold them any longer.

"Desi... I-."

"See these tears?! You're also the reason for them!" I paused and looked down, the tears falling into the ground, "I don't even know you anymore."

"Wait hold up, Desi? Desi! D! That's the reason behind your tattoo! And that second necklace you've gotten when we were in Los Angeles! You fucking liar! You've been keeping all these things to yourself! I should've known this before. This whole fucking time, you've had feelings for Desi huh?! Luke! I don't ever want to see you anymore. In fact, stay away from me! No one will ever be with you. I'm announcing it to the whole world. Good bye Luke." I hear heels clinking away.

At least Britney feels me.

"Britney wait!"

Yeah sure! You've been trying to protect me but instead you go running to Britney! I don't understand you, Luke.

I don't understand anything at all.

I'm so confused.

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia.

"Desi... We really need to go home." I hear Alex's voice say. "Come on. I'll carry you on my back."

He kneeled in front of me and gently grabbed my arms, sliding it around his neck and held onto my legs, then we arose. He started walking and I snuffed my face into his neck and started thinking about everything.

There's something inside of me, deep down inside, that wants Luke to come back into my life.

i don't even know whaT I DID

I HATED THIS UPDATE SO MUCH BC WRITERS BLOCK AND ITS SHORT AND IM PRETTY SURE IT SUCKS BALLS

keep on trucking and never let anyone put you down

bye x