.Daughter Of Both Sides.

-Fairy-

Shadow's pov:

"where the fuck am I?" I said out loud, I was in Emma's arm a few seconds ago.

"Siera?! Cub?! Pup?!.... Emma?! someone?!" I called but nothing answered me.

I was standing in a desert of white sand with a blacker then black sky, I felt something telling me to move so I started to walk through the white sand and up the hills, going from one to the next.

there was no sun but I could still see clearly like the light was coming from the sand itself.

I've been here a lot of times but I never felt this push, this is a part of my mind where I go to be at peace but I was never alone, this was the place where Siera would wait for me but no one was here, even Cub and Pup could join me here if I wanted.

"Siera!" I called, she couldn't leave my mind so why wasn't she here?

"where are you?!" I yelled but I got no answer.

for the first time in years I felt completely alone and scared.

"SIERA!!!" tears stream down my face, it's been so long since I cried.

"she's not here" I gasped and turned around, not believing my ears and eyes.

I was lost for word, a white haired angel was standing further away from me in a white robe and her blue eyes staring at me with her wings visible from behind her back.

"I must be dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm ...." I repeated that while stepping backwards and covering my face with me hands.

"you aren't dreaming Shadow" she said and pulled my hands away from my face.

"you are dead!!!" I yelled and backed away.

"angels don't die like the humans and such creatures.... think Shadow.... an angel comes from heaven and if someone good dies they go to heaven"

"you tell me you didn't die and left me huh?! is that it mother?!?!"

"calm down please, I may not have died in that sense of the term but I can't come back on earth either, I don't have the authorisation because it would mess things up as no one is supposed to come back from the dead"

"but you are here!"

"this is your own mind Shadow.... you are not earth so I have no restrains to come here"

"then why didn't you until now?" I pulled away from her more.

"I couldn't because you were pushing everyone back but the goddess and the summons, I didn't have easy access to you but gods knows how much I wanted to tell you I wasn't gone forever so they didn't interfere with my plan"

"and why could you come now"

"if it wasn't for that girl's quick thinking I would have needed to guide you to heaven with me, you were dying and your walls crumbled"

"Emma...." I muttered, she saved me and that got me here, talking with my 'dead' mother.

"Shadow look out, I can't tell you much but be sure your father wants you back to him"

"I'm not heaven nor hell, not white nor black, I'm half and half, I'm grey but I'll do as need" she sighed when I said that.

"I regret turning you in what you are, you have the right to be what you want, you may be my daughter and one of a demon but you can choose light or darkness Shadow.... I was wrong to try to force you to become this way"