Finding You// JJK FF

Everything goes wrong

Jungkook's pov:

One day, she asked me, "What if I run out of money and cannot feed both you and me. Do you mind going to the orphanage for a few years while I go earn money?"

"Will you really come back for me?"

"Of course my dear Son."

"Then...I'll be waiting for you until you come back."

She then smiled and patted me on my head. I smiled in return and continued eating. It was the 31st of August, a day before my birthday. I was looking forward for my birthday. But on that day, at night, as I was half asleep. I realised a beam of light shining from the bottom of the door. I opened the door slightly and looked out.

I heard someone sobbing and sniffing softly. I peered out a little further and realised that my Mother was stress crying again. I then thought, 'Is it because of my birthday? She didn't cry for the past few days. I'm sure it's because of my birthday. What should I do? Should I go out and comfort her?'

Immediately after the thought of comforting her, I walked out and sat on my mother's lap. I held tightly onto my teddy bear and looked at my Mother. I gently wiped her tears away and a weak smile was shown on her face.

"Eomma, I'm fine if I don't have a birthday party or have nice meals tomorrow. Because for the past few years, I had the best birthday parties I could ever have from the best Mother I could ever ask for. So if I can't have a birthday party this time, I'm totally fine with it."

After I finished what I said, tears started to flow out continuously from my mother's eyes. She hugged me closer to her and started to stroke my head. "When did you get so mature? Jungkook-ah you made your eomma so proud of you. No matter what, I'll have a party for you. My Son. Next time, you'll grow up to be a wonderful person and you'll treat your Wife nicely. "

"But eomma, if we can't have a birthday party, I'm really fine with it. Ani, I don't want a birthday party. I'm a big boy now. Big boys can't have birthday parties. It's really embarrassing. "

"Are you really fine about not having a birthday party?"

"Yes I am."

"Alright then. Thank you Jungkook. You are the best son could ever ask for. "

"And you are the best eomma I could ever ask for."

It was the best moment of my life. That day morning, I was awaken by a large knock on the main door. I looked out and my Mother was there, peering through the peephole. She looked back with a frightened look on her face. She looked around fearfully as she hear the knock on the door get louder every time.

Haeyeon's pov:

The lullaby. Broken pieces scattered everywhere. I looked up and into Jinkyung's eyes in fury. I stared into her soul and slowly broke down into tears. Mrs Im scolded Jinkyung for breaking the lullaby and chased her out of the room.

I ran to my bed and lied down. Mrs Im sat next to me and started comforting me. I was really angry and screamed, "Since you don't believe me, what's the point of comforting me? I have never imagined a family that would actually doubt their own family members. And that is definitely something that I did not wish to see or be in a family like this. I just need some quiet time. Alone. So do you mind going out for a moment. Please?"

"Sure. Anything for you. But do tell me if you need any help. Plus, I have never doubted you. I will never and I shouldn't. So I'll be on my way out now."

After the door closed, I sat up and reached into my bag, wiping my tears away and picked up a locket. I opened it and it was a picture of my parents and I. It was my first and my last picture of them. It was my only picture together with them.

"Eomma, Appa, why did you have to leave me?! Why?! Was I a bad child? Why am I being hated by everyone?! I hate it here! I want to go back to the orphanage. Nobody will treat me badly there. Because they all don't care about me. "

The more I spoke, the more the number of tears rolled down my face. I felt as if the whole universe turned against me. I thought I finally found love in a new family but I was wrong. I held the locket closer to my heart and started to cry my heart out. "WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?!"

Suddenly, a crashing sound came from outside my bedroom. I looked out and I knew that something bad is going to happen to me. Broken pieces from flower vases and vandalised walls.

My world was over. My hopes for living in a complete family is crushed.

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To be continued