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twelve // a love like war - all time low

Adrian

I hated everything about the Apollo cabin as I busted in. Everything was hate. Hate, hate, and a bit of sadness.

The sadness was the fact that Mystery Girl didn't care about that night. I confessed to her, and gods she's misleading. There was also the part about missing Mara. I've never wanted to see her more.

But that was just a small detail of the big picture. Everything surrounding me was darkness -- just a pit of darkness. And I wanted to be with Mara so bad.

Maybe if I weren't whatever I am we'd both be alive. Maybe that monster wouldn't have been attracted to us, or maybe I wouldn't have had to be locked up in that mansion for my whole life. Maybe I wouldn't have never met Mystery Girl, and maybe I wouldn't have had to still needed to find out her mystery.

That's what made everything worse -- still wanting to crack her case.

I hated the way Mystery Girl made me feel. I hated the way she was just like a drug -- because I needed her bad. I needed to see her, to touch her, but I couldn't. The fact I couldn't see her made me suffocate. The suffocation was the worst feeling I'd ever felt in my life, and I hated that too.

I wanted to join Mara.

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