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twenty seven // cemetery drive - my chemical romance

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"Transmission from the stars
A message from the atmosphere
Etched into my heart
Your purpose there is still unclear
The ghost of you lives on
Through everything I see and touch"

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The bad dream has turned into a nightmare, and that's when you know what you're dealing with is not okay.

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Time crept by in millimeters compared to acres of vast forest land, as if Cronus himself strove to torment us both with silence and tension. Adrian's face was stricken, paralyzed with shock. His eyes suggested betrayal, and I suppose mine did too.

"You're never gonna love me, much less look at me the same way you did the first day we met," I murmured in the blandness of the moment. I cast my eyes down at the wooden floor, straight-faced, thinking about the constant spear in my shoe.

Adrian gulped, seemingly understanding the truth in my statement. He didn't care for me, and that was obvious. At least, not with the same elasticity as before. Whatever mist-like story he was fed by the spoonful tainted my entire image. I would never be the same. I'd never be the girl yearning for corrupt dreams or a simple smoke on the roof at midnight, as I'd like.

"I understand," I continued, kneeling down to slyly grab my spear, "that I seem to be the girl granting you lie upon lie, tempting you wit these connected fragments strung as tight as a smile you think you believe to be false.

"I understand," I whispered, standing up straight again with the spear loosely behind my back to let it extend, "that I am a stain traveling faster than Cronus through time, etching innocent minds like yours with negativity.

"Adrastus James, I understand that I am not meant for this world, and I accept it."

It was now I revealed my full-sized spear. Adrian's monochrome expression changed drastically in this moment. His blue eyes like the sky above widened like the length of my weapon, endlessly growing. When it could not stretch any farther, the emotion was displayed deeper and deeper.

I took a deep breath. I was ready, and yes, I would accept death with open arms. Peace and tranquility had finally found me, and a sudden relaxing mindset had made its way into my well-being.

That was when I quickly slit my throat with the tip of the spear. The cabin door opened somewhere, but because I wounded my jugular vein, I didn't hear Nico, Will, and Adrian's combined clamor to rush me to the Infirmary.

The entire time, I had belonged to Percy. Each day my love for him remained, and there wasn't a minute that went by that linked him to me.

I'm in the forest ... ?

And now, I could finally be with him again. I was, after all this time, at peace.

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