Jake was completely still above her. His brow furrowed in confusion. She wasn't tense, her eyes and face showing no signs of discomfort. There was no cry of pain and he had to admit to himself that there was also no barrier to break through.
Jake narrowed his eyes at her. Had he been wrong about her all along? Had she put on an act, pretending she was something she wasn't? Was this whole thing a big joke to her? He started pulling away from her when small hands gripped his biceps.
"Jake it's not what you think." Regret swirled in her eyes and he flinched at the first sign of tears. "Please don't pull away from me."
Taking a deep breath he groaned when her walls tightened around him. A small smile formed on his lips and he kissed the tears from her eyes before shifting his hips slightly, causing her to suck in a sharp breath.
"Tell me one thing," he groaned again as he swiveled his hips, causing a light moan to leave her lips. "Did you love him?"
Madison's grip on him tightened as she lifted her hips, "no. Not in the way you are thinking."
Determination filled him and his lips curled up into a wicked grin. His female may not have come to him pure, but he was going to make sure that he wiped out any memories of the male she had before him.
Shifting himself to rest on his knees, his hands went to her hips, lifting, giving him the access and angle that he craved. Pure possessiveness filled him as he pulled back before slamming back into her. He vowed to wash away the taint the other male caused.
The moans coming from Madison were like music to his ears. His wolf was pushing forward, wanting to be closer to his mate. Leaning forward he rested his weight on his forearms that were caging her in. At his slow, deep thrust her head flew back in a silent scream. His eyes, a pool of black, zeroed in on her neck that was covered in purple love bites, his wolf puffed up at the sight before he growled at the fingerprint that still littered her once flawless skin.
He wanted to ask her if she was okay, but the feeling of her nails in his back drove him faster. His sweet little mate was crying out in pleasure, spurring him to pump faster, harder. Her cries of pleasure would let everyone know that she was a claimed female.
Glancing up his eyes locked with hers and he knew he couldn't be angry with her. She had a life before him, one that completely sucked. He had taken comfort in the arms of different females and he couldn't hold it against her for doing the same.
He felt his canines elongate and he had to turn his head. If he didn't he would plunge them deep into the flesh where neck and shoulder met. His mark would be forever branded into her, but he couldn't take that choice from her. His eyes were tight as he continued to pound into her, their slick bodies sliding against each other.
"Jake," Madison's soft voice had his attention snapping back to her. "It's ok."
His gums were aching and he slowed his pace. Her shy smile had him groaning. She had absolutely no idea what she was doing to him. He couldn't take it anymore. Pulling out of her he quickly flipped Madison to her hands and knees before entering her in one quick thrust.
He could feel her slightly struggle and knew immediately she was trying to lay back on her back. Without her voicing it, he knew she didn't want him looking at her scars. They did nothing to take away from her beauty, and he refused to allow those thoughts to fill her head.
Wrapping his hand around her hair he pulled her head back, his other hand caressing her hip and back before landing a stinging slap to her ass. Her shriek of surprise had him landing one onto her other side.
"Fucking gorgeous," he growled.
Jake could feel her walls tightening around him and he knew he himself was very close. The pleasure he was gaining from her was not like anything he ever knew before. He locked his eye on the creamy mounds of her ass, happy with the red hand prints that brightened each side.
Glancing up he watched as she looked back at him over her shoulder before tilting her head slightly. She may not be a wolf but she knew exactly how to show submission, but this seemed to be something more. Madison's eyes were glazed, a look of pure pleasure on her face. She stared back at him and his world's stopped when she opened her mouth and spoke the two words he was begging to hear.
"Mark me."
Jake wasted no time. Pulling her up, he continued to thrust into her, his hand connecting with her little ball of nerves and causing her to scream out. The moment her walls tightened, milking him, he plunged his teeth into her soft flesh. He rode out her orgasm, before quickly pulling out of her. His teeth were still deep in her neck when he exploded.
Madison was sagging against him, her breathing heavy. He removed his canines from her and as he turned her body he grinned. Her eyes were shut, a smile playing on her lips. His eyes zeroed in on the mess he left splattered on her stomach and grinned. He would allow it to sit there awhile before he wiped it off, but he would refuse to allow her to shower.
It went against every instinct he had to not release inside of her. An act that could result in a pregnancy neither wanted, but that also allowed their scents to mix. Leaving his essence on her would allow him to mark her as his in another way.
Jake grabbed a bandage before cleaning and covering her new wound. He was unsure how her body would take to this mark and he refused to allow it to get infected. He couldn't wait to see the end result of sinking his teeth into her. He frowned slightly when a thought crossed his mind, he would never wear a mating mark.
He allowed her the rest her body needed, five hours before she started to stir. That had been all the time he needed. The sight of her naked body moving had him hardening in the shorts he was wearing. He wanted nothing more than to take her over and over again, but first they needed to talk.
Jake watched as she slowly sat up, a blush covering her head to toe when she saw he was gazing at her naked body. He smirked, he could have only imagined the look on her face if he didn't clean her up before she awoke. It had pained him as he wiped her stomach down, but he knew it was only a matter of time before it was there again.
"Jake?" She yawned, stretching her arms causing her chest to rise.
Jake sat watching her silently, allowing her to fully wake up before they talked. He needed the truth. He needed to know if she had any feelings for the male that took her virginity. Before he could speak, she beat him to it, as if she knew what he was waiting for.
"I tried to tell you Jake. You just wouldn't let me."
He noted the pain that was behind her eyes and he hated that she was thinking he thought different of her. "It was before me. I'm not angry, and I would be a hypocrite if I said I was. As long as he treated you right and it was really what you wanted, I'm ok with it."
Jake sat waiting for her reply. If he wasn't so in tuned to her he would have missed her low intake of breath, the slight quiver of her body, but most of all, he would have missed the anguish in her eyes.
Standing from her chair he made his way over to her before kneeling down infront of her, "Madison, please tell me it was a mutual want."
At that, whatever was holding her emotions back burst and she was full on sobbing.
A/N: Stay with me. Please stay with me!!! :)
YOU ARE READING
His Loyalty
ParanormalBook 3 of the Loyalty Series. After finally uniting with the family he was never apart of Jake, like his sister Charlotte, is being forced into a match he does not want. His family is no longer welcome to the Mate Gathering, so his father hand choos...