Disbelief in Death [Gerard Way x Reader]

Prologue

(A/N)
Oh hey! Glad you're here. Thanks for tuning in. Have just a question, How is your day going?

(Y/p/n)→ Your pet name
(Y/n)→ Your name
(F/n)→ First name
(F/a)→ Fave animal
(F/c)→ Fave color

- Reader's P.O.V -

Bright sunny day, your so-called friend but you hate too. Virtually all you had was a small window to indicate if it is day or night. You rarely open it. The frame is covered by the filth called dust. Honestly, you felt lazy but you glanced over the alarm clock, "It's 8 am" you mumbled. You lazily got up and yawned widely with your mouth.

"Meow", You heard a cat. And of course is your pet kitten named (y/p/n). You opened your​ oak-based door, it had made a creaking sound. (Y/p/n) gladly entered the room. It stroke your feet with its tail, causing a tingling sensation down to the spine. I rubbed my eyes, until it made a squeaking noise.

"Nice to see you too, (y/p/n)" I crouched down, petted his head down to the tail.

It was the mid of Summer, and you had school in 3 weeks. "(Y/n), come down here!" You heard your mother shouting from down below. You put your kitten at your shoulder. It purred. You began to maneuver your way downstairs without yout kitten falling down. You your brother, Ray, just watching TV.

"Hey (y/n)!" You smiled and waved back. "What's up mom?" You pulled out a stool, leaned on the counter. She looked back at you, "Today, a family is moving into​ the neighborhood!" She announced excitedly while she piped out frosting to the cupcakes. "CUPCAKES???? IS THAT WHAT I SMELL??", Ray sprinted to kitchen. As he takes one, your mom quickly put the tray aside, causing Ray's nose to hit against the working surface that still covered with flour.

"Ray, are you okay?" You asked him worriedly. He glanced up, "Yeah, I'm alright", You chuckled seeing his nose white. You helped him get up, your mother wiped his nose with a damp towel. "Dude, tone down for the next you see cupcakes, okay?" You gently petted his shoulder.

"You know you still have (y/p/n) in your shoulder and I think (she/he) wants to sleep" He furrowed his eyebrows.

"Oh..." You put down (y/p/n) on to the cushion.

You began to ponder of to the abyss in yout mind

»Flash Back«

It was a summer day, It look good. Bright future up ahead. But it all change. The phone rang. You picked up the phone. "Hello, this is the Summer Valley Hospital, am I speaking to Mrs. Toro?" A young woman's voice heard from the other side. Her voice echoed. "She's​ not available for the moment" "Then, excuse me but who am I talking with?" "Her daughter, (f/n) Toro", your began to breath heavily as you anticipate the news.

"I'm sorry, but your father had an car collision. He is under going surgery right now. He was in a really bad shape when he arrived at the hospital. We suggest you take a look to see your father." Your eyes was cloudy as it began to fill with sorrowful tears. It finally burst out. "O.. Oka.. y, I am go... Ing the.. re now", you said, chocking at your breath multiple times in that very sentence.

You put the phone down. The door opened, thank goodness it's your brother and mother coming home. "Dad, hospital, now" You were light-headed as from the crying. Eyes were bloodshot. Panting was your way to go. Tears has damp all over your face. Your brother quickly guided you to the car, your mother once again started​ the car again.

All the way to the hospital, was completely silent. Your mom was too focused to the road. Ray just cupped his head and stare the outside of the window. In your mind, you only said 'Drive faster' and 'Come on'.

"Which hospital?" Your mom decided to break the silence. "Summer Valley Hospital", you leaned back, but still felt uncomfortable. She pulled out, parked the car. We ran but your mom jogged​, she can't keep up with you.

"Good afternoon ma'am, what can i he-", "I need to see my father" You were really hard when you said it, it's like you want to punch her for being slow. And of course, Ray calm you down. "What's your father's name?" "(Y/f/n) Toro", "Here you go, Room 157, first floor and take the left corridor." Your brother thanked her

You took a deep breath and lightly knocked the door. "Come in" a whimpered voice heard from inside the room. You guys entered. A doctor was beside your father weak body. "There's a slight chance of him living" The doctor was looking on his chart.

Machines were hooking up to him. You glanced over your mother, she looked very stressful. She was flustered and thinking your financial situation. "I think, it's time to go home" a nurse came to the room causing Ray to jumped as he was snoozing yet quietly.

We arrived home

A few weeks later, the phone rang. "Hello, this is from Summer Valley Hospital. I'm sorry but Mr. (Y/f/n) Toro, had passed away. We done the best we could." Your heart was devastated. "Thanks for the news", you put the phone down at his station

"What's up?" You had gathered the family. "He passed away".

»End Of Flashback«

"Earth to (Y/n)? Hello?" Ray waved his hand in front of your face. "Are you okay", you looked and saw your brother worried face.

"Yeah, I'm okay", you finally snapped out to reality. "Anyway, you want to visit who's​ moving here?" Your heard your mother's voice from the kitchen, followed with the a clinging sound of some plate stacking.

Ray handed you your skateboard. It has a (f/a) logo and (f/c) to go along with it. You and him usually gets around with a skateboard. Even though you can't really do tricks with it, it's a good way to go around the neighborhood.

You jogged out to the porch, then tell your mom, you start skating to the new family's house.