Disbelief in Death [Gerard Way x Reader]

Chapter 9: The Silly Plan

- Gerard's P.O.V -
Welp, this is the time to freak the fuck outta me. I'm hanging out with (Y/N). Technically is still silly crush, without thinking her personality.

But when I see her, there's 3 opposite human being.

One, a person who love seeing people suffer. Violent rather than rational. Fist over words. Just look at all that pain. Balefully, I feel like she loves that. But something must have made her like this. That side of her is making her direful to people. And violence, it made his way to caustic region.

Two, a fragile human being. Depression overcoming her living state. Every single day is torturous to her. Anxiety is in her blood. Hopelessness that filled the air, which happens in every room she entered. Honestly, I don't really like that side of hers. It made her languid. But she chose to live on for some unthinkable reasons.

Three, a loving and loyal pal. She would never leave a friend. Even though she loves violence. A spark of loyalty and love filled her. But there's something about her that I don't really understand. That made her special in her own way. I just couldn't pick my finger on it.

This made me merely confused.

That's what I thought during we walk. I lost track on where are we. Just taking in my surroundings, well, it looks like the part of town that i haven't visit yet.

- Reader's P.O.V -

This rarely happens, but enthusiasm filled the gap in your mind. Positivity is dominating the land of negativity for a while now. That land you need to survive, and the hell you called life. It seems like Gerard flustered by his own. You flashed him a debonair grin, and all he respond was quite an irksome smile. Practically, he was of his mind. Or he was too focus in his mind to even took-notice his areas.

You all are going to your gang's hideout, a decaying storage unit which you spiced up the place with decoration on your own. Previously, you had already call up your gang to meetup in the place. The plan was to lure the Ways, tricking them to think they're one of your friends. Eventually, you're gonna switch to your favorite side.

Violence.

A simple word, a simple act. That word that has taken up most of your thoughts. But, you loved so much of it. The thing that made you survived during this type of years. It helps you to brush of the anxiety and suicidal feeling. But even some days, that feeling of satisfaction at beating people up doesn't help you in any way.

In order to go to the hideout, we had to go through a forest of pine. You took the lead, while Ray and Mikey (still shipping Rikey :^>), and Gerard was behind your back the whole time. You couldn't really hear what are they talking about, in any way you don't care what would they talk about.

Abruptly, you heard a rustling sound. Like a creature going through a forest, that try to make loud sounds to intimidate other animals. All you knew, that the creature was probably a squirrel or some sort. You look to Gerard, who is feckless in this situation. It looks like the other Toro has Mikey under control.

"Hey, you okay?" You grasp to Gerard's hands, "Put your hand up". At this point, he trembled on his insecure state. You quickly slap his hands

"OW! WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!" He walked back and swiftly fanning his hands. " Well , you stopped shaking like a madman", You grinned.

Taken to consideration, he soon realized then he blushed. Crimson red against his pale skin. But alas, it has subsided. "Um... um ....ah .. ye.. yeah!", He exclaimed, stumbling in his own words. That ruffling sound became much more clearer, more like a growling sound.

"Uhhh.....", You stepped closer to the source of the sound. You grabbed the nearest branch, either way didn't care about the size. Holding up like it was a silver sword. Like self-assured knight, you sneak closer and closer.

You began to rummage through the bushes, being judicious in every second. " The area is clear guys!", you said gladly. The others cheered for you. It just feels so good. You all continue your journey.

Finally, the structure of the worn-out architecture has appeared in our vision. You stand in proudly, with Gerard looks restlessly awaken by the scare. Mikey and my brother was still standing courageously and gliding through the forest to go to you.

"We're here!", confidently enough to say at least to scare some critters away. In the scenery, the old warehouse that goes by many names, has many feathered creature made their own nest with hardworking methods to preserve their offspring.

Coursing greyhounds made this place has less fowl then it used to. Besides from that, the barren land where the construction stands still have some issues which the weed confronts the buildings wall. The wall itself has on a brink of collapsing.

- Ray's P.O.V -
Me and Mikey was getting along together, but eventually my sister has to continue her plans. And I need to accept that facts, but she change he- now she wouldn't- she could. "Hey Mikes, I need to talk to you for a minute", I glanced over to (y/n), she would nod at me.

"What's up?", Mikey said once we got of (y/n)'s radars. "Sooo.... my sis has a plan that she would get closer to you guys and ehhh.... made you trust her and uhh.. her gang, which includes me. Also uh.. she would bully you and Gerard everyday." Mikey is just standing there in shock. Hope to recover from the conversation,

"Okay, I understand"

"Thank you! But how would we change her thoughts on that?"

"Y'know Gee has feelings for her, maybe we should made them spend time together"

"Wait really?"

"Yep"

"This should be easier than I thought", Mikey just motioned his head downwards. He hopes up to look at me smiled. "We should go back there", The younger way spoke up.

"Okay",I smiled at him.

(A/N)
Took that long enough, total 1034